"Imma write your number in the palm of my hand... Oops... I forgot... I got a man."
wow. today was an interesting one to say the least.
i was really aggrivated because deons a dumb fuck and didnt come up today. hes coming up tomorrow. and it figures that he'd be the one to mess up my plans for this weekend. the thing was, today me, victor, farrah, and deon were supposed to go to the movies. then sunday im majorly busy cause my mom has the executive board meeting and the general membership meeting, and then we're going to andrews, then we're going to the mall so i can get new jeans, and then we're going to toys r us to get the new sheets and all that stuff for my bedroom... so yeah, sundays gonna be crazy. then monday victors coming over and we were just gonna hang out for awhile... and i think christines coming over... i dont quite remember if we finalized that... yeah...
but now everythings fucked up... cause deon had to mess it all up... so farrahs saying we should go monday, since victors off... but if christines coming over im not gonna make her leave for that... and plus, that day was for me and victor. we had a chance for the 4 of us to hang out today. the fact that deon didnt come through on these plans isnt my problem.
also, the fact that farrah wasnt gonna call me and tell me annoyed me too. i really cant deal with those two. just listening to her complain about deon and talk about how many times he emails her, and how she cant wait to go home and email him, and all the things he says to her, and all the things she says to him... ga... and if she tells me one more time that hes taking her out on her birthday, im gonna explode. i know shes happy and whatever, but i mean, really. the part that annoys me the most though is that since shes not really allowed to be dating him, i always have to be involved in everything they do together. and to be completely honest, i wouldnt mind it except i dont really like deon too much... he gets on my nerves... and the fact that farrah is constantly talking about him makes me dislike him even more... its disgusting... the day of the picnic, i was soo upset that we had to leave my house (that morning) and victor hadnt come yet. when deon came in the taxi, she was screaming and was all "omg omg omg"... its like, oh ok, thanks for making me feel better... i really cant stand her when shes talking about him... or when shes with him... otherwise, she can be a great friend... ah idk, i cant take it...
wow... i wasnt expecting to write all of that... that was my vent of the night, lol.
so anyways, i called victor and he didnt answer his phone. so i went to sleep. this was like 3 ish... and i had nothing better to do.. cause yeah, my plans were shot. around 5:15 the phone rang, and it woke me up... im trying to find the phone, and i finally realized it was in my bedroom (i was laying on the floor in my old room)... so i went and picked it up, and was very surprised to hear it was victor. that was the second time he ever called me, lol. it was weird cause he did say on friday that he was gonna call me, but i didnt think he actually would.
so he was calling to ask if we were still going to the movies and i had to explain that whole situation to him... i told him how he was coming on sunday but i was gonna be busy practically all day sunday, and he was like really? and im like yeah, and i had to get into all of that... and it was cute cause he was like, am i still coming over monday?? and im like, idk, if you want to... and hes like ok.
yeah, idk, hes really funny. im soo happy we're going out. i was talking to this guy dan and i ended up telling him a little of the whole history of me and victor before we started going out... and i mentioned what victor had told me on the last day of school... and idk... despite all of the things that went on this summer, i really think victors a great guy. i could never hate him because he got into a jam this summer and realized that its not easy to have 2 jobs.... thats his own experience to deal with and either love or hate... i dont know about him, but it was extremely hard for me. hearing opinions from the people i saw a lot this summer made it even harder. but i think the fact that our relationship lasted through that makes us stronger. and so, it doesnt really matter what other people say or think. i really like him. and thats what important. no one else sees how caring he actually is... theres actually a solid relationship between us... and it goes deeper than just the "boyfriend and girlfriend" relationship.. its soo much more than that... and i wish i could explain it... but any words i could type here, or tell you in words, wouldnt fully show you the entirety of it... i guess its just something you have to experience...
so anyways, we ended up hanging up the phone with each other... maybe like 20 min later or so... only because he had left his phone in his car when he was at his friends house, and it got really hot and was burning his ear, lol. it was probably better though cause he said he was driving. and yeah, i dont want to be the cause of any tickets or accidents. idk... i was just really happy he called, lol.
so yeah, that was my day. later on i went with my mom to the union office. then we went to white castles and then back home. i watched big brother, and talked to dan, and now im just listening to this destinys child cd... lol... the last time i listened to this was when we were still in camp... heh...
anyways, im exhausted. im gonna wait till my mom leaves, and then ill go to sleep. i think ill do some cleaning until then.... yeah... im gonna go do that.
heh... laters~*~
i was really aggrivated because deons a dumb fuck and didnt come up today. hes coming up tomorrow. and it figures that he'd be the one to mess up my plans for this weekend. the thing was, today me, victor, farrah, and deon were supposed to go to the movies. then sunday im majorly busy cause my mom has the executive board meeting and the general membership meeting, and then we're going to andrews, then we're going to the mall so i can get new jeans, and then we're going to toys r us to get the new sheets and all that stuff for my bedroom... so yeah, sundays gonna be crazy. then monday victors coming over and we were just gonna hang out for awhile... and i think christines coming over... i dont quite remember if we finalized that... yeah...
but now everythings fucked up... cause deon had to mess it all up... so farrahs saying we should go monday, since victors off... but if christines coming over im not gonna make her leave for that... and plus, that day was for me and victor. we had a chance for the 4 of us to hang out today. the fact that deon didnt come through on these plans isnt my problem.
also, the fact that farrah wasnt gonna call me and tell me annoyed me too. i really cant deal with those two. just listening to her complain about deon and talk about how many times he emails her, and how she cant wait to go home and email him, and all the things he says to her, and all the things she says to him... ga... and if she tells me one more time that hes taking her out on her birthday, im gonna explode. i know shes happy and whatever, but i mean, really. the part that annoys me the most though is that since shes not really allowed to be dating him, i always have to be involved in everything they do together. and to be completely honest, i wouldnt mind it except i dont really like deon too much... he gets on my nerves... and the fact that farrah is constantly talking about him makes me dislike him even more... its disgusting... the day of the picnic, i was soo upset that we had to leave my house (that morning) and victor hadnt come yet. when deon came in the taxi, she was screaming and was all "omg omg omg"... its like, oh ok, thanks for making me feel better... i really cant stand her when shes talking about him... or when shes with him... otherwise, she can be a great friend... ah idk, i cant take it...
wow... i wasnt expecting to write all of that... that was my vent of the night, lol.
so anyways, i called victor and he didnt answer his phone. so i went to sleep. this was like 3 ish... and i had nothing better to do.. cause yeah, my plans were shot. around 5:15 the phone rang, and it woke me up... im trying to find the phone, and i finally realized it was in my bedroom (i was laying on the floor in my old room)... so i went and picked it up, and was very surprised to hear it was victor. that was the second time he ever called me, lol. it was weird cause he did say on friday that he was gonna call me, but i didnt think he actually would.
so he was calling to ask if we were still going to the movies and i had to explain that whole situation to him... i told him how he was coming on sunday but i was gonna be busy practically all day sunday, and he was like really? and im like yeah, and i had to get into all of that... and it was cute cause he was like, am i still coming over monday?? and im like, idk, if you want to... and hes like ok.
yeah, idk, hes really funny. im soo happy we're going out. i was talking to this guy dan and i ended up telling him a little of the whole history of me and victor before we started going out... and i mentioned what victor had told me on the last day of school... and idk... despite all of the things that went on this summer, i really think victors a great guy. i could never hate him because he got into a jam this summer and realized that its not easy to have 2 jobs.... thats his own experience to deal with and either love or hate... i dont know about him, but it was extremely hard for me. hearing opinions from the people i saw a lot this summer made it even harder. but i think the fact that our relationship lasted through that makes us stronger. and so, it doesnt really matter what other people say or think. i really like him. and thats what important. no one else sees how caring he actually is... theres actually a solid relationship between us... and it goes deeper than just the "boyfriend and girlfriend" relationship.. its soo much more than that... and i wish i could explain it... but any words i could type here, or tell you in words, wouldnt fully show you the entirety of it... i guess its just something you have to experience...
so anyways, we ended up hanging up the phone with each other... maybe like 20 min later or so... only because he had left his phone in his car when he was at his friends house, and it got really hot and was burning his ear, lol. it was probably better though cause he said he was driving. and yeah, i dont want to be the cause of any tickets or accidents. idk... i was just really happy he called, lol.
so yeah, that was my day. later on i went with my mom to the union office. then we went to white castles and then back home. i watched big brother, and talked to dan, and now im just listening to this destinys child cd... lol... the last time i listened to this was when we were still in camp... heh...
anyways, im exhausted. im gonna wait till my mom leaves, and then ill go to sleep. i think ill do some cleaning until then.... yeah... im gonna go do that.
heh... laters~*~