Mar 29, 2005 14:50
lets see here life is a bitch and there are to many to kill to clean the world up.sorry your not on my hit list and you won't be. as for my day it was shit and there is no way in hell i am staying after Graduation no matter what that bitch of a mentor thinks would be best i want to get as afar away from this hell hole as possilbe and that maens i have to leave right after graduation. why did i let you get me a flight back to hell . oh for you sending me back here i have to kill you and yes i have just added you tothe hit list so you better find away to save your self. God life is killing me and i really hate that i can't find a happy place here. these little ass kids are going to kill me and if they don't i might. my house is a pice of shit and i can't stand it. i am sick of this fing place and the meds arent helping its not that i need meds its that i need to not be here because this place is not a good thing and it is so far from everyone that you will come to a time where you need meds and they don't help because you have no way to get away from here i am tired of playing other peoples fuking games and i am tired of haveing to deal with these bullshit kids it is toa point that i am sick of dealing with every one that enteracts with me i want is to get the hell out of here i should never have come back its not like i really matter and its not like they relly give a fuck about me or what i do . sith i hate this place and i can't talk to people because noone is listening and those who do only do it have ass. i want to be able just get out of this place forever now the question is whats the fastes way out of hell.everything that could go wrong has and so far this week is horible and i want to get the fuck out of here if life could fuck whit one person so much why do people want to live. whats there to look forward to if your life is shit from the begining. nothing thats what i though and thats the way life plays. this world is bull shit and i am to a point that i cant handle it amy more fuck this world and Fuck this life. theres nothing for me and i am not happy anymore so why should i have to live that way.
i am going for now i might post latter but who knowns
LOve ya
-tasha-