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I'm tired of people....i wonder if God ever get's tired of people....if i was God I would hate everyone. Like I do right now. At least I strongly dislike everyone. the only people I need are Beth and Brian because those are the only people besides God that get me and don't think i'm an absolute freak.
Am i that screwed up? Why don't people understand where i'm coming from? It's so frustrating. Why is it so important to have community I just want to sit in a corner and talk to god, he doesn't laugh at me or completely make a joke out of my life and make me feel like a garbage pit. But yet, if he would just talk back my life would be so much easier. sheeesh. I need a chill pill. and some love. and to dole out some love i guess. this isn't going to get me anywhere. So basically disregard this whole entry.
Am i that screwed up? Why don't people understand where i'm coming from? It's so frustrating. Why is it so important to have community I just want to sit in a corner and talk to god, he doesn't laugh at me or completely make a joke out of my life and make me feel like a garbage pit. But yet, if he would just talk back my life would be so much easier. sheeesh. I need a chill pill. and some love. and to dole out some love i guess. this isn't going to get me anywhere. So basically disregard this whole entry.