Dec 12, 2005 21:19
Sarah has been yelling at me for months to write in this again, so now that I'm finished with my first quarter of vet school, I think I will. She's really mean sometimes. I don't call her P.Y.Y. for nothin (Sarah, I will keep this between us...but you know what I'm talking about).
My how things have changed since I last wrote. I am no longer a full-time employee, but now a full-time student! Big change. Did very very well my first quarter in school, funny that my GPA is higher in vet school than it was even in undergrad. Sorry to seem boastful, but understand that I'm just really excited. Besides, if you know me well at all you'll understand this already, and if you don't understand it well too bad.
There are many friends I feel that I haven't kept up with very well, some of which have contacted me, and I'm doing my best to get back to you know that school is on break.
Sarah encouraged me to write since I'm feeling some bitterness towards a few people of my aquaintance, and what better way to let it out than to spread it all over the internet! God Bless the power of woman's rage. (Again, Sarah, I would cross myself, but there would be another point). It's interesting moving on and having the 20/20 vision of hindsight. It's amazing how there are so many things that you just don't see, and even if you do see them, they become so much clearer when all is said and done. I do have to appreciate that in most cases, and especially in these cases, hindsight has afforded me the luxury of knowing I made the right choices, and even if I didn't necessarily volunteer to choose, the directions my feelings took me were ultimately to relief and well, let's face it, I was pretty damn ecstatic. I do believe I had a dance party for Sarah and performed my famous (infamous?) ballet jump from our step into the living room. People at work definitely cheered for me. So anyway, while I may have discovered / realized some bitterness, I am a much happier person now than I have been in a long time. Probably much to the relief of my dear roomie (aww let's go watch Dear Frankie because Gerry really does love me doesn't he?) and my other numerous friends who supported me.
Here I shall digress. I was very sad to learn of a death of "someone" very close to my heart. He was the best lion boyfriend a girl could have. I've certainly never had devotion like that from any human male, so Keemie, I will really miss knowing that there's not any hope of seeing you again. Also depressing to know that another of my favorites, Jaggie, Miss "Baggy-pants" herself, is also suffering from cancer. Just so long as none of them suffer, I suppose I will be ok to let them go.
So anyway, while the school year went off to a rocky start, things are fabulous and just gettin' better. So take that Sarah, I wrote in my Live Journal. How do you feel about it, do you need to pull your beard?