Title : Start a New Life
Chapter(s) : Oneshot (1/1)
Author :
tigerxbutterflyRating : PG
Genre : Fluff. Heavy Fluff?
Band(s) : alice nine.
Warning(s) : Grammar mistakes.
Pairing(s) : ToraxSaga
Disclaimer : I don't wish to own them but only wish to own Tora & Saga only XD
Summary : Tora wants to start a new life with Saga. How?
Comments : At the end.
“Are you at home?”
Saga put down the grocery bag at the kitchen table. A phone was plastered on his right ear.
“Yeah, why?”
“I’m on my way there. Wait for me. Love you.”
The other line went dead.
Saga blinked at his phone. He was rather surprised because his lover called early in the morning and was on his way here. Well, it was his day off maybe it made sense that he was bored at home and decided to chill out at Saga’s place. Actually, it was alice nine’s day off. They just finished a tour and now got 2 weeks of day off.
Saga shrugged and put down his cell phone on the kitchen counter as he arranged the groceries inside the cabinet and refrigerator. Good thing that he bought a few sodas. Tora will definitely want one. He was always like that everytime he visited Saga’s apartment.
After putting away the groceries, he folded the paper bags and put it inside the cabinet. He continued to walk to his bedroom and looked himself on the mirror. He was always like that when Tora is coming to his place-well since they dated. Saga still couldn’t believe that a guy like Tora-who said himself that wasn’t gay-returned Saga’s feelings.
He remembered that night after the tour finished, they had an after party and drunk. Though it was a surprise that Saga was still half sober when he told the guys that he’ll be out for a while to get some fresh air. He was looking at the cars passing by the road that he didn’t even notice Tora standing next to him. That’s when Saga couldn’t hold back his feelings anymore and blurted the buried feelings for two years to Tora. It surprised him even more when Tora said that he liked him back. Not out of pity, but real. He remembered the words that Tora said to him:
“I don’t like you, but I love you. It’s true that I’m not gay. But you’ll be the only guy that I will ever date on and live forever.”
Saga couldn’t help but blush everytime he remembered those words. Every day he observed himself to find what Tora loves about him-though he knew what-but still, Saga still couldn’t believe it. He didn’t even know why he’s always so shy and nervous whenever he’s alone with Tora. Maybe it’s because they’ve only been dating for a week so Saga wasn’t used to Tora’s affection-though he had hoped it.
It was so weird of him. He can act sexy in front of the fans without hesitation, but why can’t he act like that in front of Tora; his own boyfriend?!
Saga sighed and posed sexily in front of the mirror. He then raised an eyebrow when he looked at himself. Maybe that was it. He wasn’t confident to act like that in front of Tora. But what should he do-wait, why is he thinking like this? He’s an artist for God’s sake! And confidence has to be in his blood.
He had decided it. He will act normally. No more shyness and no more nervousness.
Saga smiled and straightened his shirt. Just when he was about to fix his hair, his doorbell ringed. He knew who that is though.
“That was quick…” he mumbled.
He walked to the front door and opened the door with a wide smile. Tora smiled back and pecked his lover’s lips.
“Hello Sagacchi. I see that you’re very happy to see me.”
“Of course, silly! Aren’t you happy to see me too?” Saga pouted.
Tora chuckled and wrapped his arms around the younger man’s waist, “I wouldn’t come if I’m not happy to meet you…” he whispered lovingly and kissed Saga’s forehead.
There it is again, Saga’s heartbeat. He stared at Tora’s eyes. He was nervous yet excited. He wanted more of those kisses while his eyes piercing into the elder man’s.
But since he knew his position, he decided to control himself.
Saga smiled, “I’m glad.. Let’s go inside then..” he offered and released himself from Tora’s hold.
He went inside with Tora behind him. After waiting for Tora to take off his shoes, they both went to the couch. Tora was the one who sat first and Saga stood in front of him; smiling happily. Tora chuckled and pulled the younger towards him thus it made Saga fell into the strong embrace of Tora’s arms. Saga wanted to relax but his heart couldn’t stop beating so fast. He was afraid that he’ll lose control if he relaxed. God knows what’ll happen if Saga wouldn’t hold back his irrational thoughts. But even so, there was no need to hide anything, right? Tora was his boyfriend afterall. So why is he still afraid of touching the other man?
Saga shrugged and wrapped his arms around the elder’s waist, molding himself into Tora until he was comfortable. Saga adjusted himself on Tora’s lap and placed his head on the broad shoulders of his lover. Tora smiled and wrapped the other man in his arms even tighter.
They stayed like that for a while. A comfortable silence was surrounding them. Tora would kiss Saga’s forehead lovingly every now and then. Saga felt content. He had never been this loved before. Not even with his mother. Saga looked up and Tora looked back; smiling. Saga smiled back and lifted his hand, sliding up from Tora’s waist to Tora’s face. He caressed it and pulled Tora’s head gently. Tora knew what his lover wants so he wasted no time on crashing their lips together.
Saga immediately responded to the kiss. He can feel that Tora was smiling and so did he. Saga opened his mouth willingly and Tora slipped his tongue in as he massaged the younger’s cavern. Saga moaned at the back of his throat as he tasted the other. He wanted more so he deepened the kiss; bringing Tora closer to him. Saga finally moved his tongue and met with Tora’s. They battled for dominance which finally won by Tora.
They kept kissing like that until Saga was losing his oxygen. Tora knew that the other was breathless so he parted the kiss and continued on trailing loving kisses on Saga’s neck. His hand trailing up to the front of Saga’s shirt and opened the first three buttons. Tora continued on until he stopped at the crook of the younger’s neck; sucking the flesh feverishly. Saga moaned and intertwined his hand with Tora’s. Tora continued to bite lightly and licked it to sooth it. He opened his eyes and looked at his work. Perfect. He smiled in satisfaction. When Tora was about to continue to kiss the other’s collarbone, he heard a strange grumbling sound and pulled back.
“What was that just now?” He asked curiously.
Saga immediately flushed. He covered his red face from embarrassment. Tora raised an eyebrow and heard the grumbling sound again. He laughed when he realized that it was Saga’s stomach. Saga just buried his face on his hands; too embarrassed to face Tora.
Tora pulled Saga’s hands gently and smiled softly at the blushing man.
“You poor thing…. You haven’t eaten breakfast, have you?” Tora asked softly.
Saga shook his head.
Tora chuckled and kissed the other man’s forehead, “I’ll make you some, then.” He smiled and got up.
Saga nodded and watched Tora as he walked to the kitchen. He then wrapped his arms around his bent knees, slapping himself inwardly over and over again.
Stupid! You just ruined a perfect moment! Oh, Saga, you’re an idiot!
He thought angrily to himself as he hit his own head repeatedly. After he sighed heavily, Saga got up and walked to his lover. He offered his help to Tora whatever Tora was making and ended up cooking together. Since Saga wasn’t really good at cooking so he was making a mess. Tora just shook his head everytime his lover made a mess. But this is what he love about him. Saga may be cool and act sexy in front of the audience, but when it comes to himself, he’s just a silly man who is shy.
Tora laughed when Saga was fighting with the flour. He approached the other man and kissed him on the cheek. Saga just pouted and continued to struggle for the right recipe. Then finally, after for somewhat eternity, they succeeded on making a combination breakfast.
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Night finally came and all they did was watching TV, talking and cuddling on the couch. Since they were too occupied with each other, Tora didn’t even notice that it was almost twelve! Well, he always actually loses time whenever he’s with Saga. He just feels so comfortable around his lover so how was he supposed to leave?
Saga snuggled closer and breathed in Tora’s scent. It always helped him to calm down whenever he feels uneasy. Plus, with the strong around him, he has no doubt that he feels safe. These are the things that always made Saga hard to release from Tora. The things that made him miss his lover for only a minute.
He looked up at the clock and saw the time. He frowned and looked up to Tora.
“Leaving?” he asked, the sadness was visible in his voice.
Tora smiled sadly and kissed the younger man’s forehead.
“Chicken is alone at home. I can’t leave that cat for a long time if it was alone.”
Saga frowned at Tora’s words but sighed heavily afterwards. He knew that Tora loves his cat so much. Saga understood that but he didn’t know why sometimes, he still feels so jealous towards the cat. Saga stood up and walked to the foyer.
Tora sighed as well. He really didn’t want to leave his boyfriend alone…but hey! He has his dog, right? So…he wouldn’t be so lonely, right? Tora walked to the foyer as well and saw Saga smiling as he opened the door. Tora hugged the other man.
“I’ll come back here with Chicken tomorrow so I can sleepover.” He said.
Saga nodded.
They finally parted and Saga put on Tora’s jacket. After they both step out the door, Tora kissed Saga’s lips softly. Saga kissed back and stroked his cheek lovingly. Tora leaned into the touch and kissed Saga’s palm. They both mouthed a ‘bye’ and Tora walked away. Saga sighed again and went inside the house.
A few hours later, Saga was ready to go to bed. He was in the bed, covered by the blanket while listening to some random song on his tape player. He was lying on his side, facing the window as gazed at the moon. Chiko was sleeping on the carpeted floor next to him. Too deep in his thoughts, he didn’t know that a pair of hands slipped to his body and wrapped themselves around Saga’s waist.
Saga startled and turned to look at his captor.
“You won’t mind if I wear your clothes, right?”
Saga widened his eyes, “Tora?”
“I’ll take that as a no then.”
Tora released himself from Saga and started to rummage Saga’s closet in the dark room.
Saga just stared at Tora’s naked back. What the hell? Why didn’t he hear his lover taking HIS shower?! Was he too deep in thoughts? Or was the music too loud? Before he can answer his silly questions, Tora was already in the bed; pulling his boyfriend into an embrace.
Saga looked up to him, “You’re sleeping over?” he asked the obvious.
“What do you think?”
“What about Chicken?”
Tora smiled, “That cat can take care of itself. I left out his food earlier, so I think it can survive until tomorrow.”
“And since when were you in my house?”
“I’m a ninja.”
Saga pulled back and stared at his lover, “That doesn’t answer my question.”
Tora chuckled, “C’mon now, Saga, is it really that important? What matter is now I’m with you, right?”
Saga blushed and nodded. Tora kissed his forehead and continued trailing down sweet kisses from his forehead to his neck. Then Saga realized that Tora was shirtless. He moaned softly when Tora bit the skin under Saga’s ear lightly. Tora soothed it with his tongue and nibbled Saga’s earlobe.
“Tora….” He tried to call but Tora heard it as a moan.
Saga then pulled Tora back. Tora looked at his lover with confusion from his eyes. Saga cupped his cheeks with both of his hands.
“Are you sure Chicken is going to be okay?”
Saga just had to ask. He loves Chicken also and couldn’t help but worry.
Tora smiled, “Yes, love. Anyways, you’re far more important. You need me more than Chicken, right? So yes, I would rather pamper you than that cat….” He said with full of honesty.
Saga was flattered. He didn’t know that a straight-formerly-guy like Tora can love and care so much about him. He was happy. So, he circled his arms around Tora’s neck and hugged the elder tightly.
“I love you…so much…” he trailed, “Thank you for choosing me. I’m really lucky to have you…” Saga’s voice cracked because of his tears of happiness.
Tora laughed and wiped the tears, “You’re such a cry baby, you know that?” He kissed each of the younger’s eyes.
“I do, when it comes to you. You always bring me happiness. I thank you…” Saga laughed a little and smiled sincerely.
“No, you’re the one who’s always brings me happiness. Really, I never thought that I would be this happy with another guy…” He pecked the other’s lips softly.
Saga hummed in a appreciation, “I’m glad to hear that…” He said as he snuggled his face on Tora’s shoulder.
Tora smiled and embraced his lover tightly, “I love you too…” He whispered lovingly.
There was only a nod from Saga and soon, Tora didn’t hear anything from Saga; except for his soft breathing. Tora smiled; he knew that his lover must be sleeping now. He buried his face comfortably on his lover’s hair and breathed in the wonderful scent. Soon, sleep was claiming Tora too. They both fell into a deep sleep on each other’s arms.
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Saga was awakened by a voice. Although he was still half-asleep, he could make it out that it was Tora’s voice. Who is he talking too? Saga cracked an eye open and saw Tora was sitting on the bed beside him and he was smiling as he talked with his phone on his left ear. Saga just stared at Tora, who doesn’t seem to notice that he was awake, as he moved his fingers on the sheet with random circle patterns.
“Okay. Thank you.”
Tora ended the call and smiled widely. Saga couldn’t help but smile also as he shifted closer and leaned his head on Tora’s cross-legged thigh.
“What was that about?” Saga asked as he looked up to his boyfriend with a smile.
“Oh, you’re awake… Good morning, honey.” Tora kissed the younger man’s forehead softly.
Saga took Tora’s hand and intertwined it with his. Tora smiled down to his lover and stroke Saga’s soft hair with his free hand.
“That was a surprise…” Tora answered Saga’s previous question.
“A surprise?”
Tora nodded, “Yes…” He smiled softly.
“Tell me?” Saga asked pleadingly with his puppy eyes.
Tora sighed with a smile on his face.
“Come here…” He gestured for Saga to come to his arms.
Saga sat up and eagerly went to his lover’s open arms. He settled on Tora’s lap and placed his head on Tora’s shoulder and he smiled happily; wrapping his arms around Tora’s neck.
Tora wrapped his arms around Saga’s waist and placed soft kisses around Saga’s neck. Then he whispered softly in Saga’s ear:
“That was the truck clerk…. I’m moving in with you…”
Saga’s eyes widened in shock. Tora was really moving for him?
“Re-Really?!”
Saga stared at Tora still in shock. Tora stared at his lover’s beautiful eyes softly.
“Yes. Saga…. I want to be with you. I want you by my side everyday, every second and every minute. So, the only way for me to fulfill that is to move in with you…. I hope you don’t mind…”
Saga smiled widely and shook his head vigorously, “Of course I don’t, you moron! I’m so happy! Thank you, Tora!” Saga hugged Tora tightly, placing kisses on Tora’s cheek.
Tora chuckled and tilted his lover’s head. He kissed the younger man passionately, putting every love into that kiss. Saga kissed back with happiness.
Tora’s going to move in with Saga….He’s going to start a new life with Tora! How can he be happier than this? This is all Saga needed….with Tora by his side…Saga was sure that he can live peacefully and no one will disturb them. And yes, his dog will have a company too!
Saga pulled back and nuzzled his nose with Tora’s.
“I love you, Tora….” He whispered happily, leaning his forehead with Tora’s.
“I love you too. More than you can imagine….”
Tora whispered back and kissed Tora’s lips once more.
They are going to start a new life. They are going to live together and face everything together. They are sure, with them becoming one, everything was possible. Neither Tora nor Saga need to doubt that.
~ Owari ~
tigerxbutterfly's notes:
Oh my.... how long since I post a fic? -_-a
This is a request from
fallen_am_i . We exchanged requests and she wanted fluff. Well hon, this is the best I could think of. I hope you like it :D I'm really sorry for taking it too long.... Believe me, it's hard to apply university in Indonesia *sigh*
I don't know when I'll be writing again, but I hope I get the time. I really want to finish Blurry Nightmare XDD