sighns, good or bad?
well, this is an interesting bit of revilation, was spending some time with my girl tonight, we had got togeather, went out to eat(local ittalian place that opened a cople months back), and rented a couple movies. well we watched the first movie(simpsons) and she started getting drowsie couse of her meds. well she told me i was gona have to go home couse she was passing out, ao after we said our goodbyes she said "love ya." her eyes went wide after she said it, and ahe immediatly said oops was habit, but i don't think she really realized what happened. she has only ever told me that she loves me when she's been drinking, and i've always chalked it up to the drinking, her meds onlymake her sleepy and a lil dizzy so it's not like she'd been drinking. me, i came back with an automatic laove ya too, but it fizzled as i realized what had happened. up till then i had been verry carfull not to say anything of the like to her couse of what happened last time i told a girl i loved her, took 3 years to get over that one. there are only 2 reason for her to have done it, one she really does love me and just doesn't want to admit it to herself, or 2 se's become so used to me that i'm like one of the family. personally i'm hoping for the first one, but i think it's more likly the second one. *sigh* whats a guy to do?