Aug 01, 2006 23:09
I'm not happy this evening.
Sometimes I don't like all this newfound flexibility in life. I want some direction, and even that I have conflict about. I also want to just do what I feel like doing when I feel like doing it, and not worry about consequences. I know what I want, it's just that a lot of my wants pull in opposite directions. I want so many things.
I want BALANCE.