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Apr 17, 2011 23:21

From the outside, the decision I made may seem to some like a waste.  But its the best decision I think I've ever made for myself.

I won't be doing the X Factor.  I no longer wish to uproot my life, to be ashamed of the fact that I love God over the fact that I am bisexual and that I don't want to be anywhere other than where my worship pastor, mentor, and friend Joe P is.

In short, I am choosing real life over some cartoon/cardboard version of happiness that no one ever lives up to or is satisfied from.  Heck, after this year is over, I might end up going back to school in Everett and finishing my degree if this all works out.
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