.............ehh

[tigerseatpeople]

so its my b-day its been pretty dull just another day, i feel woozy. stuck in the predictable monotony of my day to day life, tired of brokeness tired of music just tired and so over my life as it is now. i'm 20 i dunno why but that is just so weird to me, ppl callin me sir disturbs me on a deep level that it shouldn't. i wanna do sumthin new, get on a different path, give up everything i'm doin now.....not move on, but reinvent my existence. thinkin in clear concise thoughts is just annoyingly boring, free thinking is the only real freedom there is.thinkin bout gettin sum books on physics, one the most imaginative sciences there is, i like that. need a new bassist playin shows wit out one annoys me, kinda been feelin musically dead. i haven't really accomplished the basic things i wanted to when i first decided to learn how to play guitar which is pretty funny in a way but actually just a drag. i feel the winds of change. i don't think the current is gonna last much longer, but no one really wants to be the first to make it be known.
i downloaded final fantasy advent children, shit is kool
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