hm.

[tigerpriestess]

Well, I dunno.  Life is...weird.  I need to get a new job.  which means that I need to get a resume going and all that good stuff.  I'm not very good at that.  And it's very difficult to do a resume when you only have two jobs to put on it.  It's so hard to take those two jobs and prove that damn it, I can do anything put in front of me!  I"ve done

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[airenwoodmoon]

Actually you're in a very good position for your resume because you've worked for so long at both of the jobs. That says a lot to an employer and actually is better than someone who has been job hopping. Altia saved my butt on that because seasonal work wasn't getting me looked at at all. Just make sure to note all your duties. I've got examples of resumes if you wanna look at them (mind you they are all for sales positions, but they're good enough we looked at them).

It's actually a good idea to start looking for a new one now, since this economy has slowed things down. I'm sure you can find a great job it's just it might take more time than normal to do so. But that's just what I've noticed.

You're welcome to borrow anything of mine if you need, even though our height difference might make pants funny. :D I have a ton of button downs. Or Ross is a good cheap place to find suits sometimes.

*huggle* You shouldn't dread what you do. I'm here to help with anything you need.

It's kinda easier the second time, I've noticed that too. I think it's like inoculation- it still hurts as much as it did the first time but you're better prepared to handle it. (Bad analogy but I hope you got what I was trying to say. The coffee has been had but the brain has not turned on yet. DX) I kind of hope you'll hear from him again too, even though I'm mad at him. But anyone who hurts you gets my wrath, so you know where I'm coming from. :)

You're a beautiful, wonderful, special person and I'm going to say my dreaded someday; Someday you'll find the guy who deserves you and treats you right.

I'll pack you in my suitcase? XD

[tigerpriestess]

*huggles* Thanks. I"d love to look at the sample resume's. :) That'd be a huuuge help. I only ever did this once before and that was for a class or something. :D

I'm tired of dreading it. I don't care if it's a desk job, I just don't want this crap anymore.

It's true. I guess. I've had enough stupid guy problems that I just...bah. And you know right now I have to wonder. What's love, the one that you can see yourself with kids and all that stuff, or the one that you are instantly comfortable with? Or neither? *sighs*

Thanks. I don't feel like any of that, and I'm more inclined to think I'll be by myself forever. But thank you very much. *huggles*

[airenwoodmoon]

I've got one (accidentally tossed the other one) and I'll ask my dad for more. It's the one of the guy we just hired though, so it's good. :)

I don't blame you and I wouldn't either.

Getting over Chris was easier than Zane, and Chris had asked me to marry him. Same pain, I had just been through it before and could handle it better.

I'm gonna be a pain in the ass and say both. :P Although I would say the instantly comfortable one is a higher priority, but I've personally gotten sick of looking ahead. I want to live now. That's not to say that finding someone you can see yourself in the future with is bad at all- that's why I say both. It's hard since it's so subjective, but does that make a little sense? *huggle*

You are, you really are. And you won't be by yourself forever. The right guy just hasn't come by yet.

[tigerpriestess]

Thanks. :) Anything will help I think. I should probably also find a nice format or something. template...something.

Seth has always been the worst, Brodie made me lose faith and Erik...just never happened so I can't hold that against him. This time I guess I'm most hurt by the knowlege that I let myself do something I normally wouldn't. I'm mad at myself for getting into the situation that hurts me, which is why I never do it in the first place. :P

hehe. Yeah, this is why I"m stuck. You know, usually I've been an in the moment kind of person when it came to relationships. But recently I've been thinking long term. Not sure why. It's just hard because ever since the first time, I've been instantly comfortable with Erik. Hell I spent nights at his house until way late and never once felt sick or anything. Which is weird for me. or was then. :D But yes, it makes sense. :) *huggle*

Thanks. I'm trying to think that. :)

[airenwoodmoon]

Can probably find those online. I've always just formatted Word.

Don't be mad at yourself- you did nothing wrong. You trusted the other person and they let you down. They hurt you. You didn't hurt you.

Hey, long term thinking is not a bad thing at all. I have just been burned lately and that's why i shy away from it. :) I'm projecting my own issues on it.

Instantly comfortable is good. You don't have to answer this, but do you see anything long term with him? Would you want to? And remember, friends is good too- you want to be comfortable with them as well. :) *huggle*

I'm probably not helping at all.

It's hard, I know. I want to hurt mom when she tells me it takes time. :) Not easy to hear or believe, but I believe in love and real fairy tales and I know there's someone out there for you. :)

[tigerpriestess]

I'm bad at formatting word. :P

I know. But still if I just kept to my rules then I wouldn't have even gotten into this situation. There's no one to rely on besides myself so I need to take care of myself.

I dunno. I can't hardly even really visualizing dating him. But at the same time, I can. I don't know about long term. He's made a lot of changes to his life in the last few years, all for the better. But I dunno.

hehe. You're making me think things through so that's something.

Thanks. *huggles* I know it takes time but damn it, I've taken enough time with this shit. I'm getting old and I'd like to think that I'll find someone before I'm too old. Fricken hell...I hate it.

[airenwoodmoon]

Stop blaming yourself. *poke* You do need to make sure you're taking care of yourself, but you also don't want to cut yourself off from what you want either. Gotta find that balance. If you do, let me know what it is. :D

Eh, just thinking about it's good. You don't have to do anything about it. :)

*huggle* I know you will. Unfortunately it does mean sometimes risking heartbreak. *wishes she could poof him into existence for you*