Just when I thought all was well.....
This morning I woke up wonderful and ready (still a little sleepy however) Today is Friday ...big day for lots of things!
Planner: 1.Wake up
2.Field Day (clean room)
3.Case Manger Meeting
4.Two Cores
5.LUNCH
6.Meet Mike
7.Libary
8.School & Test
9.Sleep
Now Then where did I go so wrong? I whent to breakfast and ate with Mike, then the Case Management Meeting. (Oh yah that is where it whent down hill) I was in there and whent over the things that we had to go over. I did have a problem about my WIC appointment. My Case Manger told me that I have to get my California ID Card next weekend whice will make me miss my chore and WIC. Never mind that its very inconvent for me anyways! I cannot miss my chore for the California ID. I have to have my WIC and so now I don't know what to do. Then just when I thought that all will maybe come out good then she hands me this paper telling me that I have to take a class on bugeting. "I don't have time for it! And not to mettion that my Carre Manger wants me to go to JSS. I have a problem with both of these...do I have to take this class?" Of course I do! Why eles would it be there?
Well by then I was late for chore and about ready to cry. I don't know what to do. So then as I was weighting for my Chore Montier to come (she was late too) I decied not to weight and go to a superviser about the problem. SHe told me that she had a meeting and to make a appiontment to talk this over. HA that is not what I need right now! Then my Chore Monter cryed on my shoulder. I want to cry but i can't because if I do then I give up hope. (Oh and not to mention that my case manger asked how my showers whent too. I can't believe her! I really am begoinning to hate her!!!!!!)
Right now I hope that the room passed the inspection because if we don't then I have to have a point and to work it off it would be three hours at choure! Great! I need help an I'm tired of asking for it. I feel as if no one cares ....I feel traped and there is nothing I can do. That all I fight for is hopeless and has no meaning anymore. Why do I even try? But then I have to for me. IF not me then why am I still here?
Planner: 1.Wake up
2.Field Day (clean room)
3.Case Manger Meeting
4.Two Cores
5.LUNCH
6.Meet Mike
7.Libary
8.School & Test
9.Sleep
Now Then where did I go so wrong? I whent to breakfast and ate with Mike, then the Case Management Meeting. (Oh yah that is where it whent down hill) I was in there and whent over the things that we had to go over. I did have a problem about my WIC appointment. My Case Manger told me that I have to get my California ID Card next weekend whice will make me miss my chore and WIC. Never mind that its very inconvent for me anyways! I cannot miss my chore for the California ID. I have to have my WIC and so now I don't know what to do. Then just when I thought that all will maybe come out good then she hands me this paper telling me that I have to take a class on bugeting. "I don't have time for it! And not to mettion that my Carre Manger wants me to go to JSS. I have a problem with both of these...do I have to take this class?" Of course I do! Why eles would it be there?
Well by then I was late for chore and about ready to cry. I don't know what to do. So then as I was weighting for my Chore Montier to come (she was late too) I decied not to weight and go to a superviser about the problem. SHe told me that she had a meeting and to make a appiontment to talk this over. HA that is not what I need right now! Then my Chore Monter cryed on my shoulder. I want to cry but i can't because if I do then I give up hope. (Oh and not to mention that my case manger asked how my showers whent too. I can't believe her! I really am begoinning to hate her!!!!!!)
Right now I hope that the room passed the inspection because if we don't then I have to have a point and to work it off it would be three hours at choure! Great! I need help an I'm tired of asking for it. I feel as if no one cares ....I feel traped and there is nothing I can do. That all I fight for is hopeless and has no meaning anymore. Why do I even try? But then I have to for me. IF not me then why am I still here?