Jul 08, 2009 15:15
Super stressed out today - er - how bout in general.
Seems like everything has to be kinda difficult.
I found some really nice listings for apartments. One is in a complex kinda close by and has a gym, pool, bike trail (for the doggies), and a car repair shop (<3 that too). The other is a duplex with an "over-sized back yard" (for Chico and his immense amount of dark energy) and its even closer. Even though the duplex has a big back yard, my argument has been that, if we live in an apartment, we will be forced to exercise too. Yeah, it's less convenient, but we have all these other things that come with it and it will force us to actually spend more time playing and running with the dog outside.
I want to get into painting murals, as I just realized that it pays a lot. Painting on canvas is intimidating enough, but it makes my knees knock to think of painting a WALL for someone. But I gotta do SOMETHING... and SOON.
I have a feeling that I wont be able to go to school full time in the Fall, since I will have to keep up with rent now. Just another stone in the path of mud and tar that I'm trudging through. OMG get me out of SCC!
This has been my most responsible and organized year yet, but thinking of the future now is exceedingly overwhelming.
stressed out,
painting,
scc,
moving,
complaining,
school