I don't even want to read this
I hate how I can't make up my mind about anything. I hate how I'm going to have to do somethig I really don't want to do. I really hate the constant pain because 1200mg of ibuprofen isnt enough. I hate that I seem so pahetic writing this. But for once I'd rather have it be somewhere besides in my head. I hate how I can't apprieciate what I have. don't know how much longer I can stand staying here. Definitely going to Rhode Island for college. The tuition will just have to suffer the consequences. My hip hurts. Bring on the morphine. Or an uzi for that matter.