Safe and Sound in a New Year

Jan 09, 2007 18:38

It's another new year, and with every new year that begins we are able to say goodbye to an old year. A year where we did things and said things that we probably will regret, but also that helped to shape us and give us memories that will last forever. So this year I am planning on a lot of things, and expecting a lot of things, mostly changes and I am excited.

I may not be a new person, and definitely didn't have some kind of epiphany or self-realization on New Years Eve or Day, but I am on a road to recovery. A road to making myself healthy and happy, and working towards a future that is practical, serious...a road that will help to provide me with a place in the world beyond the place that I have carved out for myself through much digging and pleading and begging for a slight pinch of acceptance. Now, I am going to go and forge myself that place, and make it one that will remain until I am ready to move to another.

Love...yeah...I think it is funny, love is something that you never really see when you are looking for it, but you always find it when you aren't and then it is always in the least likely of places. I am not going to say that I am in love, but I do know that I love my friends and my family, they are the people who keep me hopeful that love is out there waiting. Who knows, maybe this year I will find what they call true love, heh...maybe?

~LoveAlways~
*MJ*

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