fuck.
i'm tired, i smell like sweet chili sauce (from the restaurant, not like.. all the time) and it's fucking late. so i will say simply this -
it's fucking unfair when your ex gets a job with the U.N. in geneva, switzerland.
it's fucking unfair that you're not living the kind of life you want to live, with the kind of love you want to have.
it's also fucking unfair that i'm spinning my gears and am just.. stuck.
it's also unfair that there's no ice cream in the freezer. i clearly need some.
i'm flying to jersey on thursday for my cousin's wedding.. being there always cheers me up. whenever i'm depressed about anything.. being there makes it better.
the girlfriend dropped something on me last night - law school. she's in fucking aviation, how bizarre is that jump? that's like me, going to film school.. saying, oh, now i want to be an eskimo. don't get me wrong, i think she'd be awesome at it, and that's so not the issue.. but, just.. what the fuck?
it's fucking unfair when your ex gets a job with the U.N. in geneva, switzerland.
it's fucking unfair that you're not living the kind of life you want to live, with the kind of love you want to have.
it's also fucking unfair that i'm spinning my gears and am just.. stuck.
it's also unfair that there's no ice cream in the freezer. i clearly need some.
i'm flying to jersey on thursday for my cousin's wedding.. being there always cheers me up. whenever i'm depressed about anything.. being there makes it better.
the girlfriend dropped something on me last night - law school. she's in fucking aviation, how bizarre is that jump? that's like me, going to film school.. saying, oh, now i want to be an eskimo. don't get me wrong, i think she'd be awesome at it, and that's so not the issue.. but, just.. what the fuck?