Doing some thinking...
I had a couple interesting conversations in the past couple of days, just some things that have made me do some thinking.
I found out some information that is going to take some careful thought and processing. Its an important topic, and the reaction that I got to the information I gave was not what I was expecting, and I'm not sure how I feel about it. It makes sense to me, but I guess it's a little difficult to understand from another perspective. The vibes I got were somewhat unsettling, and I'm hoping that I just misinterpreted(sp) them.
Sometimes I feel that I'm not good at anything I do. There is always someone else that does it better than I do. I feel like most people are able to find something that they are really good at, and then they are able to excel in that area. I feel like I'm okay at a couple different things, but not good or by any means anything that I excel at. I also feel like the things that in the areas that I thought I was excelling, someone has come along and taken the praise and glory. Its not intentional, and I'm happy that that person is so accomplished, well-known, driven and talented. I guess I just wish that I didn't feel like I was standing in the shadows.
I feel like I've lost a piece of myself, and I'm not quite sure how to get it back. Things are confusing and blurred right now....
I found out some information that is going to take some careful thought and processing. Its an important topic, and the reaction that I got to the information I gave was not what I was expecting, and I'm not sure how I feel about it. It makes sense to me, but I guess it's a little difficult to understand from another perspective. The vibes I got were somewhat unsettling, and I'm hoping that I just misinterpreted(sp) them.
Sometimes I feel that I'm not good at anything I do. There is always someone else that does it better than I do. I feel like most people are able to find something that they are really good at, and then they are able to excel in that area. I feel like I'm okay at a couple different things, but not good or by any means anything that I excel at. I also feel like the things that in the areas that I thought I was excelling, someone has come along and taken the praise and glory. Its not intentional, and I'm happy that that person is so accomplished, well-known, driven and talented. I guess I just wish that I didn't feel like I was standing in the shadows.
I feel like I've lost a piece of myself, and I'm not quite sure how to get it back. Things are confusing and blurred right now....