2 Week Update
Geoff dumped me, and I'm not going to talk about why it happened. It just did, it's that simple. I was upset and angry about it AT first, now I just don't give a shit anymore. Yeah, break ups suck and it hurts...but when something really good happens to you it's very easy to forget about all the bad stuff. I still have to get my stuff from his house and I'm planning on doing that tomorrow. My good friend Keykey had told me that he was what she called "the right now" guy, that he was there for the moment and that nothing more would become of our relationship other than what it was. He warned me from the start that he was an "asshole" and that he had a past history of fucking up relationships, not wanting to believe him I dated him despite all that. And look where that got me, LOL.
I'm not saying that it's his fault we broke up, just that he did the dumping. I have a sense of humor about it now, and I think I have evolved in some way because instead of sitting around hoping he'd take me back......I found someone else to spend my time with.
Now, I'm not dating this guy...yet. I'm doing the whole single thing and exploring my options. I'm not even sleeping with him, talk about a change for me. He's actually a decent guy, lets just hope he stays that way.We've spent the night together without it going any further than sleeping in the same bed. I don't know what exactly he and I are doing, we haven't really decided where it is we want whatever we may have to go, and I am very happy with that. There are sometimes where after a break up I go through this phase where I want to have sex with my ex one last time, my way of showing them what they gave up. For some reason, I haven't had some much as one thought like that in regards to Geoff. I know it's because my thoughts have been anywhere but on him for once.
Anyways, I'm doing great and my health seems to be good for the time being. Now, if you'll excuse me I have a date to get ready for and I'm very excited about it!!!
I'm not saying that it's his fault we broke up, just that he did the dumping. I have a sense of humor about it now, and I think I have evolved in some way because instead of sitting around hoping he'd take me back......I found someone else to spend my time with.
Now, I'm not dating this guy...yet. I'm doing the whole single thing and exploring my options. I'm not even sleeping with him, talk about a change for me. He's actually a decent guy, lets just hope he stays that way.We've spent the night together without it going any further than sleeping in the same bed. I don't know what exactly he and I are doing, we haven't really decided where it is we want whatever we may have to go, and I am very happy with that. There are sometimes where after a break up I go through this phase where I want to have sex with my ex one last time, my way of showing them what they gave up. For some reason, I haven't had some much as one thought like that in regards to Geoff. I know it's because my thoughts have been anywhere but on him for once.
Anyways, I'm doing great and my health seems to be good for the time being. Now, if you'll excuse me I have a date to get ready for and I'm very excited about it!!!