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so many things have been on my mind...a car, tv, furniture, family, paint, oh yeah and then my well being. can't help but think i may actually be upset because i don't pay enough attention to myself. may sound selfish, but i think i need to be right about now. i need to take care of myself before i can care for anyone else. putting others before me is no longer going to happen...at least for a while.
on a happier note...i saw the best movie ever ALEXANDER. wow it was soo good. a lot of guys in the theatre felt uncomfortable because of the whole gay thing but that's history first of all and i think that if a guy in freaked out by that it just shows he is insecure about his own sexuality...haha andrew. whoa homophobe!
the no drinking thing this weekend didn't work out so well. but i did only drink for one night. which is good i think. pretty soon...i'll be having no more alcohol.
my mom and i were talking about college optoins and she suggested the Navy...ummm no i don't think i can survive the training. looks like OCC for me. but i'm still applying to other schools...i need to get a move on it though.
ahh christina and i are about to spend all our money on free people clothes this week...i can't wait.
i'm about to be flipped out on december 15th...tell me what you want from the philippines. i can't wait. it's going to be soo much better there than here...but i will miss my friends. no new years with friends will suck. but it's an experience that i think i need. and it's soo cheap there!
on a happier note...i saw the best movie ever ALEXANDER. wow it was soo good. a lot of guys in the theatre felt uncomfortable because of the whole gay thing but that's history first of all and i think that if a guy in freaked out by that it just shows he is insecure about his own sexuality...haha andrew. whoa homophobe!
the no drinking thing this weekend didn't work out so well. but i did only drink for one night. which is good i think. pretty soon...i'll be having no more alcohol.
my mom and i were talking about college optoins and she suggested the Navy...ummm no i don't think i can survive the training. looks like OCC for me. but i'm still applying to other schools...i need to get a move on it though.
ahh christina and i are about to spend all our money on free people clothes this week...i can't wait.
i'm about to be flipped out on december 15th...tell me what you want from the philippines. i can't wait. it's going to be soo much better there than here...but i will miss my friends. no new years with friends will suck. but it's an experience that i think i need. and it's soo cheap there!