and so it goes and so it goes, and so will you soon, i suppose
so...last night brian broke up with me...i guess i spoke to soon on the whole being happy thing...and him loving me...i guess i jinxed myself...but either way i don't think i've ever cryed so much...we've broken up numerous times and you'd think that they would get easy every time but they only get harder.. and i had nothing to do with it being over..it wasn't my desicion..i tryed to beg...keep him with me..call me pathetic and i'll agree with you but i'm not gonna let pride get in the way of something i need...and i couldn't let it be without trying my hardest...guess it really didnt do that good..but i haven't fully given up yet...maybe he can be my friend...thats a whole lot better than nothing...but anyway...today was a bit of a blur...so i'm not gonna say much more...adios....
PS. this song is exactly how i feel....everytime this has ever happpend....
Don't Speak
No Doubt
(Tragic Kingdom)
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
PS. this song is exactly how i feel....everytime this has ever happpend....
Don't Speak
No Doubt
(Tragic Kingdom)
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining