5 years
well it has been 5 years as of June 6 for bar and i. It seems like we are not getting to far either *sigh* I do not know maybe it is just a rut who knows but i guess i just want more from this in this time, and i am not getting any of but for the when i get this or when i do this and this and this......*sigh* i mean i want to mover out and i want to get married but none of that is comeing fro me and it seems like it is just getting pushed aside and i am almost getting tired of waiting I almost think that it is not ever going to happen for us he is just going to stay at his parents house forever..and i'll never get my marrige I mean am i really that for off line to want these things. Hell he lives at my house more then 4 days a week. HEll i WANT FORM DAMN PRIVICY FOR US sheesh and he gose well i need a better job which i understand yet he is not really trying to find a better one he rather work at toys r us I am to the point where if i am just wanting to much or if i should say fuck and me and zach move out on our own and say fuck him?