Aug 02, 2008 22:59
is pretty fun. I think it'd be more fun if it were actually mine, and i could track my progress every day on it. I'm definitely a tracking type of gal. But weekend access is at least somethin.
Also, I really don't understand anime. I think C. and his friends have been talking anime for the past hour, hence I am in another room typing random thoughts out onto the internet. I suppose for someone who likes sci fi and fantasy as much as I do, ragging on anime for being completely ridiculous and 'made up' doesn't make a whole lot of sense, but yeah.
Sigh bored.
You know... I think part of the reason I'm ok with moving around and living in new places is that it makes it easier to feel ok about being lonely. Because if you've just arrived someplace new, well of course you don't have any friends in the area, & you expect to have to work that much more to make connections. It's a lot harder to sit around in the place you've been for years, and mentally run down the list of friends you could call just on a whim some afternoon to hang out that evening, and feel like you've failed before you started because people usually already have plans by then, or just aren't the type of people you'd call out of the blue, or everyone lives way too far away. It's a lot harder to be the one left behind.