Jan 04, 2008 00:43
was really the gateway into adulthood year for i think all of us.
i thought like rachel at first that part of my soul died, but after a long hard stretch i realized that i did not indeed lose the ability to laugh hysterically or feel like dancing
the hardest part i think has been adjusting to the monotony of continued happiness;
before it was the excitement of ever-bettering circumstances which slowly declined following my freshman year of college when the world was at my fingertips and barely exists now in lieu of my current position in life
i am already making big decisions and holding fast to the possibility of long term love
but making sure that each day i realize how good my situation is.
my heart is alive and well and although it is during a lesser percentage of the time i still feel infinite
i remain an optimist and a liberal and i am still fascinated by the essences of beautiful people
i hope in 2008 to see a lot more of those i love.
New Year's Resolution: selflessness