There's beauty in the break down
Everything is weird. Certain things are going to get better, but for right now they just got worse. It all happened so quickly, but we were all expecting it. I rejoyced when I first heard the news. However, I didn't realize how real it was and how freaky it was going to be. Now that it's all setteling in I'm becoming afraid of it. Maybe he's stalking us. Tonight, when mom was taking Eddi home there was this truck behind us that kept fallowing us and I was starting to get afriad that it was him. I wanted to be invisible so I started to dream. That didn't last very long because my mom asked me if I was ok. Saying "no" to that question is not an opion at times like these.
I feel like curling up in a ball and crying my eyes out. But I can't do that. Oh well, maybe I might in secret where no one will ever know the difference.
I'm so effing happy for Tay because she's dating JackAss! It's so sweet! And crazy! and great!
Yeah that's all