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[tigergurl831]

hey y'all i have been very busy so i really havent been able to write anything recently. shits been crazy. i havent spent a nite at home in a long time. my cats probably hate me. but i have been home long enough to feed them. schools been kickin my ass and my hunny has been too. we spend as much time together on his days off that we can. so yeah its been kinda boring. i have talked to kay tho. atleast once a day. my bed i dont know what that feels like anymore. lol. i was actually gonna stay at home last nite but i didnt. its a good thing too because i had a nitemare about my past. scared the living shit out of me. i literally jumped out of bed. i woke up damian too. it was just hell. and the funny part about it is i know that what took place in my dream wasnt real just because the "asshole" was dead and haunting me. it would never happen because i know hes still alive.

any who i just had to get that off my chest. i actually feel better now.

i just realized that mine and damian 1 month is on valentines day thats crazy. so if y'all know what day that is think one month back and thats the day that we started dating. awwwwwwwwwww thats so cute.

sorry just giddy about it.

anyways i have to get off here gotta shower. sounds like fun

talk to y'all later

luv lotz