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May 18, 2004 09:35

I had a weird dream last night. I was sitting at a table in a resturant (Cherrystones?), kind of set off in the back in a corner with Lindsay G. and someone else, it might have been Veronica, but I'm not sure. Anyway, Lindsay was lighting up a cigarette, and I think she said she was either quitting or that she didn't smoke anymore or something like that. Then Veronica or whoever that was lit up a cigarette to. I lit a match under the table...or off to the side, so the others wouldn't see, because I was planning on smoking a cigarette. I think in the dream I was an "occasional" smoker...anyway, I could have bummed off Lindsay or the other girl, or borrowed a lighter, but I light my match anyway. But I didn't have a cigarette. And I didn't end up smoking it either.

**What I think that dream meant was that the cigarette was a symbol of a goal I am trying to reach, or something that I desire. The match was my hidden ambition (since I didn't want anyone to see it), and the fact that I never lit the cigarette is that I haven't met my goal yet.

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I had a weird dream a couple nights ago, one which I never got a chance to write about. There were these arrow-shaped clouds in the sky (like that: =>) and I was standing on the ground, throwing the arrow-shaped clouds into the sky, and they all "landed" in the sky, facing in all different directions. At one point Dylan came up and tryed to stop me from throwing the clouds.

**What I think that dream meant was that the arrows were the different choices I have, am, and will make in life. Sometimes I would throw it up, and it would go in a different direction than what I had thrown it, meaning that sometimes things don't always go the way you plan, and on the way to your dreams, sometimes you get lost, but sometimes on the way back, you find a better dream. Dylan came and tryed to stop me, meaning that he has impacted my life, and was possibly trying to change me (and my steady flow of arrow-throwing...a.k.a. dession making/path-choosing).
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