i don't get it
why is life so hard to figure out? seriously. if it's pissing me off now, what's it gonna be like in 20 years?! ugh.
i'm starting to get really depressed about a lot of my friends graduating. everytime i have class with a graduating senior, i'm reminded that they won't be here next year. omg. next year's gonna be so different. i'm sure it'll be fine, but so many of my friends are leaving. doug, sam, jill, jill, all my friends from freshman year, all my creative writing friends, all my education friends. UGH! i feel like i've accomplished nothing so far. i hate being behind. i want to leave too.
school is frustrating me. i still have ZERO motivation. i keep putting off assignments, papers, reading until the last minute. i should be reading something now or writing something, but instead i'm complaining in lj world. i know i'll eventually do it, but i just don't do it until the VERY last minute. i keep trying to figure out if i really need to do the assignment in order to pass the class... i think this is senioritis. and i'm pretty sure it's gonna kick my a$$ if it hasn't already. SH*T!
i'd like a break. actually, i'd like a lot of things to happen. but i don't think they will anytime soon. whatever.
i'm starting to get really depressed about a lot of my friends graduating. everytime i have class with a graduating senior, i'm reminded that they won't be here next year. omg. next year's gonna be so different. i'm sure it'll be fine, but so many of my friends are leaving. doug, sam, jill, jill, all my friends from freshman year, all my creative writing friends, all my education friends. UGH! i feel like i've accomplished nothing so far. i hate being behind. i want to leave too.
school is frustrating me. i still have ZERO motivation. i keep putting off assignments, papers, reading until the last minute. i should be reading something now or writing something, but instead i'm complaining in lj world. i know i'll eventually do it, but i just don't do it until the VERY last minute. i keep trying to figure out if i really need to do the assignment in order to pass the class... i think this is senioritis. and i'm pretty sure it's gonna kick my a$$ if it hasn't already. SH*T!
i'd like a break. actually, i'd like a lot of things to happen. but i don't think they will anytime soon. whatever.