Buzzed
Ha, I can drink quasi responsibly. I just wish I had someone to hold onto right now.
I want to call her right now, very badly, and wake her up and have her be annoyed with me, I don't care. I'm so sick of thinking, I want to feel. And I feel that I should look after and towards her in a way that I never have let myself before. I had so much to protect, but there's nothing left now, and I've denied so much in the past.
Exhaustion + alcohol = a hard time waking up.
I want to call her right now, very badly, and wake her up and have her be annoyed with me, I don't care. I'm so sick of thinking, I want to feel. And I feel that I should look after and towards her in a way that I never have let myself before. I had so much to protect, but there's nothing left now, and I've denied so much in the past.
Exhaustion + alcohol = a hard time waking up.