Feb 25, 2002 19:18
i keep forgetting that boys are also people and that they have feelings that are just as vulnerable as girls'. i'm trying really hard to see boys as equal as girls, but being brought up by a single mother, surrounded by women all the time, they are just too foreign to me. i would joke around and tell a boy-friend that he's ugly, or stupid, or something insensitive like that. they know that i am joking and usually laugh away, but looking back, i would never tell a lady-friend that she is ugly or stupid unless she has an absolutely untouchable self esteem. i don't know what my problem is. actually, i know exactly what my problem is, so scratch that.
anyway, i'm at school now... i should be at home studying for my ecopolictics exam tomorrow, but i'm sitting around procrastinating as usual. i can hear erin screaming and jumping around outside. i still can't believe that i have a fucking on line livejournal. i initially started out because i thought it'd be a good way to let my friends know what the deal is with my life 'cause i'm always moving around, starting shit and fucking shit up, and i rarely talk to most them, but i know that no one really keeps up with it now. blah. you kids should give me a call or some shit.
oh by the way, i'm moving to brooklyn.