Feb 10, 2008 10:15
I'm sooo busy these days that I hardly have time to look around. I just signed on to perform in the International Gala, too, so that's one more thing to add to my already impressive dance schedule. I just have to stay busy or else I start to hate my life. If I'm not busy, I frequently feel kind of useless and lonely, which is weird. Plus, I work better under pressure. If I have a time constraint on doing my homework, I'm more inclined to get it done than if I have all the time in the world for it. It's hard to explain, I guess. This week should be interesting, though. I have two exams and a massive lab report due. We'll see ho that goes.
Random note: I'm kind of tired of being single. I'm not looking for anyone perse, but I'm just tired of the idea of being single. Most everyone I know has a boyfriend or girlfriend at this point and I feel like I've started looking at guys I wouldn't think twice about normally. Like this random dude in my orgo class. He's really nice and cute and all, but we've never really hung out outside of class, so why the hell am I even thinking about it? And there's a freshman who I've been looking at, and that is so against my normal standards. I have a rule about freshman so this can't happen, so why am I even bothering to look? I don't know. Whateverrrrr, I guessss...