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my winter break has turned into the most boring break i've ever had. i usually have stuff to do all the time and friends to see. but i've totally secluded myself and being this anti-social sap has worked for a bit, but now that i'm over it and ready to actually see people and have a life, my rents are leaving for a week and i have to petsit two stupid dogs and babysit my 18 year old brother (long story, not for lj).
i'm completely fed up with matthias. he was one of my best friends and now i've totally given up on the kid. firstly, he lied to me about having a girlfriend. i'm not entirely sure why he did this because i don't think i'm particularly intimidating and he's told me that i'm one of his best friends so none of this really adds up for me. unless he thought i wouldn't approve, which could be very likely given the situation and if that is the case, i'll gladly pass on meeting her. actually, i'll gladly pass on it anyways. anyone that has to be lied about isn't worth meeting, in my opinion. he knew her for all of two days before they got together, so i just don't think it'll last. and secondly, the instant he got said girlfriend, he stopped talking me altogether. whenever we talked, it was cuz i called him first and it would never be for long, which is the opposite of what our friendship was originally. he keeps saying he'll call and we'll hang out this break, but he didn't call again today, so fuck it. the only time he tried to hang out with me was when he invited me to come chill with him, his stupid girlfriend, our friend tess, and her boyfriend. thanks, but no thanks. that's awkward. i'm just completely fed up with the kid and i don't feel like playing games anymore. he can call me in a month when they break up and then we can talk.
my car wouldn't start this morning. oh joy. i guess i can't really blame it since it's a solid 3 degrees outside without wind. i wouldn't get out of bed if i didn't have to either.
on the bright side, i'm getting a lot of reading done. :-P
i'm completely fed up with matthias. he was one of my best friends and now i've totally given up on the kid. firstly, he lied to me about having a girlfriend. i'm not entirely sure why he did this because i don't think i'm particularly intimidating and he's told me that i'm one of his best friends so none of this really adds up for me. unless he thought i wouldn't approve, which could be very likely given the situation and if that is the case, i'll gladly pass on meeting her. actually, i'll gladly pass on it anyways. anyone that has to be lied about isn't worth meeting, in my opinion. he knew her for all of two days before they got together, so i just don't think it'll last. and secondly, the instant he got said girlfriend, he stopped talking me altogether. whenever we talked, it was cuz i called him first and it would never be for long, which is the opposite of what our friendship was originally. he keeps saying he'll call and we'll hang out this break, but he didn't call again today, so fuck it. the only time he tried to hang out with me was when he invited me to come chill with him, his stupid girlfriend, our friend tess, and her boyfriend. thanks, but no thanks. that's awkward. i'm just completely fed up with the kid and i don't feel like playing games anymore. he can call me in a month when they break up and then we can talk.
my car wouldn't start this morning. oh joy. i guess i can't really blame it since it's a solid 3 degrees outside without wind. i wouldn't get out of bed if i didn't have to either.
on the bright side, i'm getting a lot of reading done. :-P