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exhaustion is hitting me SOOOO hard right now. omg. it makes me fear for the real world cuz i'll probably be this busy all the time forever and i dont know if my body can handle it. it can handle being a closed lab with ether in the air, but it cant handle life in general. so so so tired all the time. i need to start drinking coffee again.
i'm so unmotivated, too. all i want to do is put on my pointe shoes or my jazz sneakers or any pair of dance shoes and just dance, but i cant do that with my life.
and it would be nice to meet someone i could really care about again. i feel like i havent really cared about boys since bob and i'd like to find that again. only better. cuz sometimes it sucked. but it would be nice anyways.
i think i've stopped making sense. i need to finish this paper and go to bed.
night night.
i'm so unmotivated, too. all i want to do is put on my pointe shoes or my jazz sneakers or any pair of dance shoes and just dance, but i cant do that with my life.
and it would be nice to meet someone i could really care about again. i feel like i havent really cared about boys since bob and i'd like to find that again. only better. cuz sometimes it sucked. but it would be nice anyways.
i think i've stopped making sense. i need to finish this paper and go to bed.
night night.