UGH!!!

[tigereyesdc]

I hate the way people, who you think you know really well, end up changing in such bad ways that it makes you sick. It makes you worry what they're saying about you to other people. It makes you worry what other people are influencing them and where their morals are. It makes you wonder if they ever cared about you at all or if you were just someone to hang out with because they felt sick of being alone. It makes you feel like they're out to get you. Yeah, it's fucked up and weird. Someone who used to have morals suddenly has none. They're lying, they're inflating their ego with bad stories, they're not true friends anymore. It's sickening.

And as I write this, my brother comes in here and pisses me off with a relapse of his old behavior. He's not getting away with it this time. I don't care anymore.