I am so pissed
I was looking forward to 2 things this summer.
Only 2.
It's pissing me off that this cancer is keeping me from both of them.
Since I'm on oxygen 24/7, I can't go see Order of the Phoenix so I have to hope that when I'm off bed rest I can still go see it at the movie theater.
I ALSO can't go get my book at midnight because my portable oxygen only last 2 hours, definitely not enough to sit in a book store for several hours.
So I'm hoping a friend of mine will pick it up for me Saturday morning so I can be reading it through the day.
I just want this to be over. I feel so tired and like a blimp, I'll be glad when the surgery os over and I know my prognosis.
Can I just say having cancer sucks?
Only 2.
It's pissing me off that this cancer is keeping me from both of them.
Since I'm on oxygen 24/7, I can't go see Order of the Phoenix so I have to hope that when I'm off bed rest I can still go see it at the movie theater.
I ALSO can't go get my book at midnight because my portable oxygen only last 2 hours, definitely not enough to sit in a book store for several hours.
So I'm hoping a friend of mine will pick it up for me Saturday morning so I can be reading it through the day.
I just want this to be over. I feel so tired and like a blimp, I'll be glad when the surgery os over and I know my prognosis.
Can I just say having cancer sucks?