in just about 8 hours...
i'll be moving into my own apartment. i will have a HOME. i can call it mine.
the last two years of my life have been completely ridiculous. i need this fresh start. i need something to be proud of for myself. caterina graduated, marina got engaged, and until now, i had nothing. nothing big to be proud of. nothing amazing to be excited about. this is wonderful.
don't worry carl, i know its yours too 8P
but god damn it, for once i'm CHOOSING to grow up. i'm not "forced" to. i'm not doin this because someone's tellin me to. it's not out of the ordinary. its not adding to the insanity. for once in the longest time people wont have to feel sorry for me. i'm doing this for me.
the last two years of my life have been completely ridiculous. i need this fresh start. i need something to be proud of for myself. caterina graduated, marina got engaged, and until now, i had nothing. nothing big to be proud of. nothing amazing to be excited about. this is wonderful.
don't worry carl, i know its yours too 8P
but god damn it, for once i'm CHOOSING to grow up. i'm not "forced" to. i'm not doin this because someone's tellin me to. it's not out of the ordinary. its not adding to the insanity. for once in the longest time people wont have to feel sorry for me. i'm doing this for me.