im so happy
oh so joyful im so happy... not! omg i cant take it anymore. i mean the only reason i tried so hard was b/c mom and dad were proud and happy. but when they do what they did, i just cried for 3 hours straight. i mean they trusted me and then they go and listen to some random people and all of a sudden they dont trust me anymore. im just about to go back to the way i was b/c it's just not worth it.
Rachel you have no idea what goes on in my life. you dont know what id give to be in ur shoes. but i love them so much and thats the only thung that kept me from leaving. you have no idea how lucky you really are. and you have no idea who i am. i should have opened up to you long before now but im like you. i am so differant at school than i am at home. i even act differant around you. youve never seen me. therefor you dont know me, but i want you to. i just dont know how i can tell you who i am, when i dont even know myself. Rachel ur the best friend ive ever had. i htought katy and shelly were the best thing that ever happened to me. i guess that shows how much i know doesnt it. and if this sounds like i dont want to be ur friend anymore thats completly not true and im so sorry if for one second i made u feel differantly. i just need you now more than ever. your my sister. and ur the most caring sister ive ever had.
mrs. Riddle? you should read this too b/c you should know that youve done a magnificant job in raising ur daughter and you should know that i think you should be so proud of her, b/c believe it or not, one of the most important reasons we go on trying our best in life is to hear our parents say their proud of us, and when mine said what they did to me, i almost want to give up. but i keep going in hopes that this will be forgotten. ur daughter has made me so happy and has changed my life so much that i am forever in her debt.
i hope you see what my parents cant,
sincerely, Rachel(the, not good enough, twin)
Rachel you have no idea what goes on in my life. you dont know what id give to be in ur shoes. but i love them so much and thats the only thung that kept me from leaving. you have no idea how lucky you really are. and you have no idea who i am. i should have opened up to you long before now but im like you. i am so differant at school than i am at home. i even act differant around you. youve never seen me. therefor you dont know me, but i want you to. i just dont know how i can tell you who i am, when i dont even know myself. Rachel ur the best friend ive ever had. i htought katy and shelly were the best thing that ever happened to me. i guess that shows how much i know doesnt it. and if this sounds like i dont want to be ur friend anymore thats completly not true and im so sorry if for one second i made u feel differantly. i just need you now more than ever. your my sister. and ur the most caring sister ive ever had.
mrs. Riddle? you should read this too b/c you should know that youve done a magnificant job in raising ur daughter and you should know that i think you should be so proud of her, b/c believe it or not, one of the most important reasons we go on trying our best in life is to hear our parents say their proud of us, and when mine said what they did to me, i almost want to give up. but i keep going in hopes that this will be forgotten. ur daughter has made me so happy and has changed my life so much that i am forever in her debt.
i hope you see what my parents cant,
sincerely, Rachel(the, not good enough, twin)