Apr 08, 2005 20:07
I don't mean to be a whiner but I have to get something off my chest.... And I'm sure many girls can relate...
I haven't had a genuine "crush" on someone for like 3 years... Now I do and I realize that I hate having that feeling. I hate not knowing what they think.. I hate being afraid of getting annoying... I hate worrying about whether or not they'll call... I hate feeling disappointed when they don't... and I hate not being able to distract myself long enough to just stop thinking about it....
SOOOOOOOO that's my rant.... I hate liking people... blah.