So, I tell a story like a broken record...
But this part of the story is new. For any of you that remember the name Merrisa Coleman, and my search for this woman from my past, here's a new chapter to the story:
I gave up looking on my own and asked for help finding a local doc with FTM experience. Drew was nice enough to point me in the direction of his doc in Roseville. I went, and of all the places to look, here is where I finally found somebody that knew her name. This new doc knows Merrisa Coleman, and gave my her professional contact info.
Today I drafted an email to her, and sent it before I could lose my nerve. I'm terribfied that I'll spend the next few days or weeks or months anxiously awaiting a reply. If she writes me back, I think I may explode from happiness.
First I found my father. Then I found Merissa. I wonder when I'll run into Noah Hanson... Is there anyone else from my past that would like to show up for the party??? Anybody I haven't seen in years? I know you're all still out there.
I feel like I may be one email response away from patching a big hole inside me.
I gave up looking on my own and asked for help finding a local doc with FTM experience. Drew was nice enough to point me in the direction of his doc in Roseville. I went, and of all the places to look, here is where I finally found somebody that knew her name. This new doc knows Merrisa Coleman, and gave my her professional contact info.
Today I drafted an email to her, and sent it before I could lose my nerve. I'm terribfied that I'll spend the next few days or weeks or months anxiously awaiting a reply. If she writes me back, I think I may explode from happiness.
First I found my father. Then I found Merissa. I wonder when I'll run into Noah Hanson... Is there anyone else from my past that would like to show up for the party??? Anybody I haven't seen in years? I know you're all still out there.
I feel like I may be one email response away from patching a big hole inside me.