day two
back to life, back to reality.
today at work sucked. well, i take that bad, it's not awful. i just wish i had more to do. i need to feel the satisfaction of finishing assignments and accomplishing things. otherwise...i just feel worthless.
i had lunch today with a woman who is about 50 or 55 years old. her name is desiree. she's in my masters cohort, and we are in a group project together. despite the fact that she's a bit quirky, i like her. she actually communicates quite well. i think this whole grad school experience is going to help me communicate better, especially with those older than me. that's never come easy for me...save for some special cases. i have a need to feel understood...and lots of olders don't understand me. argh!
the saving grace at work is rachel. she makes me laugh all the time! she's also a great communicator. i know i can pretty much speak my mind around her. we were talking about this woman that works in development that cheated on her husband with an intern. and i just said, she sounds like she needs her vagina filled all the time. which is true...if the rumors are accurate. i just hope she doesn't have any eye on me, cuz she's not gettin it. gross.
also had another good run today. put in 4+ miles around 6:30 pace...not bad for where I've been. gotta get in shape...i'll get there. *eats another reese's* BAD DANNON
judy is supposed to be here any minute (which means she'll be here in about an hour) to watch a scary movie. i accomplished pretty much jack shit today, but meh...i was still stressed. hopefully this movie will help!
here's another picture of a funny looking chicken. this one is a baybee:
today at work sucked. well, i take that bad, it's not awful. i just wish i had more to do. i need to feel the satisfaction of finishing assignments and accomplishing things. otherwise...i just feel worthless.
i had lunch today with a woman who is about 50 or 55 years old. her name is desiree. she's in my masters cohort, and we are in a group project together. despite the fact that she's a bit quirky, i like her. she actually communicates quite well. i think this whole grad school experience is going to help me communicate better, especially with those older than me. that's never come easy for me...save for some special cases. i have a need to feel understood...and lots of olders don't understand me. argh!
the saving grace at work is rachel. she makes me laugh all the time! she's also a great communicator. i know i can pretty much speak my mind around her. we were talking about this woman that works in development that cheated on her husband with an intern. and i just said, she sounds like she needs her vagina filled all the time. which is true...if the rumors are accurate. i just hope she doesn't have any eye on me, cuz she's not gettin it. gross.
also had another good run today. put in 4+ miles around 6:30 pace...not bad for where I've been. gotta get in shape...i'll get there. *eats another reese's* BAD DANNON
judy is supposed to be here any minute (which means she'll be here in about an hour) to watch a scary movie. i accomplished pretty much jack shit today, but meh...i was still stressed. hopefully this movie will help!
here's another picture of a funny looking chicken. this one is a baybee: