k i dont really know you, but from time to time i read your live journal and all you write about s loneliness abandonment and your boyfriend. your pretty fucking stupid. you have all these people standing right infront of you telling youthey want to be your friend and you constantly choose alex over all of them. i know how you feel. you feel like now everyone is agnging up on you. thats not it. they are trying to get it through to you that they want you in their lives, but you are ignoring that fact and keep saying how lonely and how much you dont fit in like it is going to help you fit in and get the attention that you want. well stop this bullshit. i ahve been in your situation. i gave up everyone for one guy. then he dumped me and i was the biggest loner. the first year i had actually had tons of friends i gave them all up... for that guy. now i am together with him and things are great in my life because i reastablished my connections with friends. you need to reestablish yours. get your priorities straight. alex isnt number one. the people who were there first are. so quit your complaining. spend time with people who love you(other than alex)dont be such a fool. you have everything. you just choose to ignore it.
first off... u have no idea what everything is going on. i have been sad about ppl leaving me for no reason... and that is my right... he is not number one... but i am sick of stupid things... i haven't abandoned anyone i am there when ppl need me.. but i dont want my life like this... and endless cirlce of fights.. that is why i stay away not because he is number one on my list.. beacuse he is not stressing me out or making fuss' out of stupid things... school is number one in my book my education... my friends are a part of school.. and then comes alex.. after i do my homework get good grades... he comes after my school life....just because something happened to u... does not mean i am like u... i can't be close to ppl... when i can't feel comfort... because when i am yelled at and annoyed... i dont want to be around... i dont like those pressures from friends... because i might as well stay at home for that...
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