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This weekend has been so good it makes me feel better about my week.... and lets me hope next weekend will be just as good or better.. I have realized something thou.... No matter what anyone says to me... no matter how sad I get... they dont matter...how do i put this in words... if ur friends really cared about u no matter what u did and or said... expect for like maybe ummm sleeping with their bf ect... they should forgive and move on visa versa... friends are like dating someone.... u dont just break up because u right right??? if u always did that u would be so alone.. ppl in this world make mistakes believe it or not...i am so happy even though i am sad... somewhere deep within..... hes stayin hes not leaving hes stayin here with me:):).... be happy for others and what they have... why is it so hard for ppl to be happy about their friends sucesses........ you know what....... i dont really want to talk about all of this... its all okay... but what i really want to talk about is......
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the song insatiable by darren hayes..... the lyrics are really embedded in my head... they are so extremly intimate... i mean they really are... but they are so true...... i think i have fallen in love with that song....they touch a piece of me really lightly that is so nice to hear the words.. speakin of intimate... are ppl afraid in this world to be full of bursting emotion.. like everyone.... there is nothing wrong with letting everything inside out of you.... i think ppl sometimes think they have to hold back certain emotional feelings inside of them..... but its great to express em all..... okayyyyyyyyyy......
so i got my hair in pigtails... and so feel like i am about 7 years old... its great.... wearing a big flannel teddy bear house coat is great too!!! tomorrow is monday....... math.... then more classes of facts........ oh well..... i will see the end of the tunnel one day... when i dunno... but for now i just like exploring around..... its great!!!!!!!
xoxo...... be human and dont let what u feel stay inside 4eva let some of them breahte...
until another day...
my love for u is insatiable-alex love YOU:) xoox
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the song insatiable by darren hayes..... the lyrics are really embedded in my head... they are so extremly intimate... i mean they really are... but they are so true...... i think i have fallen in love with that song....they touch a piece of me really lightly that is so nice to hear the words.. speakin of intimate... are ppl afraid in this world to be full of bursting emotion.. like everyone.... there is nothing wrong with letting everything inside out of you.... i think ppl sometimes think they have to hold back certain emotional feelings inside of them..... but its great to express em all..... okayyyyyyyyyy......
so i got my hair in pigtails... and so feel like i am about 7 years old... its great.... wearing a big flannel teddy bear house coat is great too!!! tomorrow is monday....... math.... then more classes of facts........ oh well..... i will see the end of the tunnel one day... when i dunno... but for now i just like exploring around..... its great!!!!!!!
xoxo...... be human and dont let what u feel stay inside 4eva let some of them breahte...
until another day...
my love for u is insatiable-alex love YOU:) xoox