Awesome weekend
So I'm back from the wedding and I gotta say my weekend went a lot different that I thought it would. When I picked her up from school the first thing I thought as she approached the car was "god dammit she looks amazing". As she sat down I just pulled off and didn't say a word. The plan was just to be nice and make it through the weekend and that would be that but apparently things weren't going to take that path. I knew seeing her would make things hard on me and my feelings would play games with me but I figured if I'm never gonna see her again why not make the best of now. So I started talking to her and at first it was rocky but the conversation picked up. We spoke as if nothing was wrong, like we just took time off from one another. Well we got so involved with talking I got wayyyy lost like 20 or miles off course. So now we had to put our heads together to try and find our way to the house and by that I mean I just listened to whatever direction she told me to turn because I can't read maps at 65 mph. So we eventually get to the house and thats when things became awkward.
We just kind of went out separate ways after that and didn't really speak or make eye contact for like I would say around 2 hours and then we packed up for the fishing trip for all the teenagers to take so James and Rhonda could you know...do there thing lol. We drove out to skyway fishing pier which was a long drive, at least for me it was. So I'm learning to fish with Mike and Joe and I'm just kind of relaxing and enjoying the pretty scenery. For awhile I was just kind of by myself and I was feeling pretty emo because I was just holding my poll and all propped up on my rail or seat w/e and seeing her and hearing her laugh and everything it was just making things harder than I thought it was going to be. Tina came over and talked to me a little and it was nice to vent a bit on how I was feeling. The sun started to set and dolphins were jumping out of the water and it was just beautiful. when night rolled around I was getting very cold but I just kinda kept to myself for awhile longer and I was now kind of laying on the ground to keep warm. After being way to cold for way to long I figured what the hell I'll give this a shot, worst case scenario she punches me in the mouth and we never talk again. I went to Naomi and asked her would she be ok keeping me warm and she just looked at me and said sure. As I rubbed her arms and back to keep her warm she put her head against my chest and even though she didn't make a sound or any sign that she was crying...I knew. She pulled away and turned her head trying to hide the tears but I saw them and then we just started to talk. We laid against the rail and talked for a long time about everything and I just felt the rekindling of our love burning inside of me it was so strong it heated my whole body and so I kissed her. We continued to talk until it was time to leave and we rode in separate cars again. When we got home I was looking for a place to sleep and she asked me to sleep next to her and I just smiled. things finally felt like they should again. I'm so in love with Naomi I'm just completely retarded for that girl :). For the rest of the weekend we spent our time together and it was amazing and I haven't been happier. We know we were both wrong in a lot of ways and we are ready to fix and work on things and become a stronger couple in the end. She is my angel with the perfect wings and I would have her no other way.
We just kind of went out separate ways after that and didn't really speak or make eye contact for like I would say around 2 hours and then we packed up for the fishing trip for all the teenagers to take so James and Rhonda could you know...do there thing lol. We drove out to skyway fishing pier which was a long drive, at least for me it was. So I'm learning to fish with Mike and Joe and I'm just kind of relaxing and enjoying the pretty scenery. For awhile I was just kind of by myself and I was feeling pretty emo because I was just holding my poll and all propped up on my rail or seat w/e and seeing her and hearing her laugh and everything it was just making things harder than I thought it was going to be. Tina came over and talked to me a little and it was nice to vent a bit on how I was feeling. The sun started to set and dolphins were jumping out of the water and it was just beautiful. when night rolled around I was getting very cold but I just kinda kept to myself for awhile longer and I was now kind of laying on the ground to keep warm. After being way to cold for way to long I figured what the hell I'll give this a shot, worst case scenario she punches me in the mouth and we never talk again. I went to Naomi and asked her would she be ok keeping me warm and she just looked at me and said sure. As I rubbed her arms and back to keep her warm she put her head against my chest and even though she didn't make a sound or any sign that she was crying...I knew. She pulled away and turned her head trying to hide the tears but I saw them and then we just started to talk. We laid against the rail and talked for a long time about everything and I just felt the rekindling of our love burning inside of me it was so strong it heated my whole body and so I kissed her. We continued to talk until it was time to leave and we rode in separate cars again. When we got home I was looking for a place to sleep and she asked me to sleep next to her and I just smiled. things finally felt like they should again. I'm so in love with Naomi I'm just completely retarded for that girl :). For the rest of the weekend we spent our time together and it was amazing and I haven't been happier. We know we were both wrong in a lot of ways and we are ready to fix and work on things and become a stronger couple in the end. She is my angel with the perfect wings and I would have her no other way.