Feb 28, 2005 15:31
I can't believe how much I can be disappointed in one lifetime. If I lose one more friend I seriously don't know what I'm going to do. I go through what I call "best friends" as if they're water and I don't understand what is so wrong with me that they all leave. But Tiffany is my latest, and it hurts to know that in six months, I'll lose her, too.
So first I'm a whore, now I'm a bitch. I just don't want to talk to him anymore.
I at least have Kevin. He treats me well and I really like spending time with him. Again, though, my friends (friend) don't approve, lol. Tiffany insists he's too old, but I didn't listen to anyone about Verdi either. But Kevin is different. He doesn't fuck around with my head and make me feel like nothing, so I'll take the gamble. Maybe he won't be just another disappointment.
I'm so disappointed in you... you know who you are. And please don't comment in my journal about it, you know I have the right to feel this way.
~Lia