so comfortable
i'm leaving the dorms today, which means that i have lots of packing to do (why i am up at 8:30 on a sunday morning), but it also means i am leaving the university of michigan today - forever - and i am done with sophomore year, and i have an amazing summer vacation to look forward to and then a new life in a big city which isn't necessarily my heart but i do love it.
the last 48 hours of my life has been a whirlwind, there is such a difference between being in school and not. 420 was so much fun and so ridiculous, i have been acting as such, saying the most absurd things. it's funny to see me so comfortable with old old friends (ha, not that old), at least for college. chip being here has brought me so many memories of the beginning, times i'd usually rather forget. but it is wonderful having ace back together again, it will be weird once we're gone and off in our own new places. especially me and adam, i will miss him so but only on a certain level, we both have our own shit to do and we shall do it, separate but on the same wavelength at least and always with much love.
leaving, new beginnings, endings. it's all so familiar. i'm even turning 20 on wednesday, proving once again the ability of spring to induce growth and change and always beauty. i say goodbye far too much, but maybe its good for me. i was so grounded for the first 18 years of my life that i'm making up for it now. my mom calls me her wandering jew, i think it's quite fitting.
so now i pack up my endless shit, and announce the end of my time here. i'm mostly really happy i'm leaving. i'll miss the people, but friends are for life. if anyone knows that, it's me. (thanks for being a good example, brooklyn).
peace and love from one state to another. i'll catch you on the better side.
the last 48 hours of my life has been a whirlwind, there is such a difference between being in school and not. 420 was so much fun and so ridiculous, i have been acting as such, saying the most absurd things. it's funny to see me so comfortable with old old friends (ha, not that old), at least for college. chip being here has brought me so many memories of the beginning, times i'd usually rather forget. but it is wonderful having ace back together again, it will be weird once we're gone and off in our own new places. especially me and adam, i will miss him so but only on a certain level, we both have our own shit to do and we shall do it, separate but on the same wavelength at least and always with much love.
leaving, new beginnings, endings. it's all so familiar. i'm even turning 20 on wednesday, proving once again the ability of spring to induce growth and change and always beauty. i say goodbye far too much, but maybe its good for me. i was so grounded for the first 18 years of my life that i'm making up for it now. my mom calls me her wandering jew, i think it's quite fitting.
so now i pack up my endless shit, and announce the end of my time here. i'm mostly really happy i'm leaving. i'll miss the people, but friends are for life. if anyone knows that, it's me. (thanks for being a good example, brooklyn).
peace and love from one state to another. i'll catch you on the better side.