A few family and health issues
This past week has been a bit interesting to say the least. My brother and his family moved in with my Mom for awhile until their house gets fixed, Don't get me wrong my Mom had to make a big adjustment to have a whole family staying with her she isn't used to having two small kids around all the time... thing is though she seems to be in a fowl/complaining mood ever since,
Mom called me one day to tell me about somethings that were going on with my brother. She told me she didn't know if he had called me or not but she knew he called Amanda and told her. This is nothing new I am often left out of things until someone figures I finally need to know. I told Mom that he hadn't called and that he never tells me anything. She then told me the reason I don't always get told things is because they are sometimes afraid that I will tell the details when the church asks for prayer requests....
I have to tell you all I was very hurt/insulted. I mean don't they know me better by now? I mean me of all of them... I would tell? Even if I did request prayer they have unspoken ones for a reason and Mom and the whole family knows it. it just hurt me so badly she would think that of me... that any of them would. Then I made the "horrible mistake" of trying to stand up for my Dad when she went to bagging on him. My Dad has been laid off for awhie now from his job and still went out and helped Chris get some things he needed for his home and then helped him get a lot of it done. Yet the first time he doesn't do what she feels he should have she is right back to complaining about how he never does anything for any of us. I won't even get started about how she goes on and on about how he will run up our cell bills and yet Mom uses way more minutes than the rest of us .....
I don't mean to sound so complaining. Sometimes I just feel so saddened and disappointed with how when it comes to my family nothing ever seems to change.
Yesterday my blood sugar was really rather high... its a lot better today though. I think I may have to go back to the specialist soon.
Mom called me one day to tell me about somethings that were going on with my brother. She told me she didn't know if he had called me or not but she knew he called Amanda and told her. This is nothing new I am often left out of things until someone figures I finally need to know. I told Mom that he hadn't called and that he never tells me anything. She then told me the reason I don't always get told things is because they are sometimes afraid that I will tell the details when the church asks for prayer requests....
I have to tell you all I was very hurt/insulted. I mean don't they know me better by now? I mean me of all of them... I would tell? Even if I did request prayer they have unspoken ones for a reason and Mom and the whole family knows it. it just hurt me so badly she would think that of me... that any of them would. Then I made the "horrible mistake" of trying to stand up for my Dad when she went to bagging on him. My Dad has been laid off for awhie now from his job and still went out and helped Chris get some things he needed for his home and then helped him get a lot of it done. Yet the first time he doesn't do what she feels he should have she is right back to complaining about how he never does anything for any of us. I won't even get started about how she goes on and on about how he will run up our cell bills and yet Mom uses way more minutes than the rest of us .....
I don't mean to sound so complaining. Sometimes I just feel so saddened and disappointed with how when it comes to my family nothing ever seems to change.
Yesterday my blood sugar was really rather high... its a lot better today though. I think I may have to go back to the specialist soon.