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Jan 17, 2005 00:51


hi there...
i had no school today. final test tomorrow. i should have used it for studying but im too lazy at the moment. i dont feel like opening books and fucking memorizing all of this shit. w/e  just wanted to update.. by saying...

memories can be such pain..

IT'S  THE   17th  2MORROW ...... if that means/ever meant anything to anyone, post.

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aznjew87 January 18 2005, 15:28:21 UTC
*tear*...y did this happen exactly? i mean, what went wrong? was this all my fault? because of her? because i didnt call often enough? i think about it now, and wonder, if we are so in love, y would something small like this destroy what we shared? maybe im a bad person, maybe i ruined everything, maybe...

And I miss you now
When all I can do is wish it wasn't this way, wish it wasn't too late
So is it wrong to ask for a second chance?
To prove my regret
To make up for the world
It's hopeless now, so hopeless to forget that there's no one here for me
Because I can't be all the things I want to without you
And I'm waiting for the day when I'd be with you
Forever it will be, a dream that's always short of true
When you're the only one I see, who truly keeps me here
But all you've left me is alone

here we lay again
on two separate beds
riding phone lines
to meet a familiar voice
and pictures drawn from memory
we reflect on miscommunications
and misunderstandings
and missing each other too much

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aznjew87 January 18 2005, 19:41:13 UTC
Well... this is the greatest love story that I ever heard!
And it's not like in the movies, or in the stories,it's some thing that happening in the real life, once in a lifetime!
U should keep this wonderful relationship, and it's including both of you!!!

U have to do everything and I mean everything to keep it, and I know that U can, U want it so, just do it!

love U!!!

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ummm..... tiger4girl January 18 2005, 21:55:36 UTC
who are you?!!?

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tiger4girl January 18 2005, 22:24:21 UTC
you have made me cry...

i'm speechless

i dont know. it's not all your fault, but.. i guess we gotta talk

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aznjew87 January 19 2005, 15:34:21 UTC
yes we do...i work today(wednesday) and tomorrow so i'll call u on friday or saturday depending on if i have to go to temple on friday...i kinda got in a lil bit of trouble..:/ oops...

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tiger4girl January 19 2005, 22:39:22 UTC
you know, i stopped thinking about a few things for a while, my friends made me understand that it might help. then, i was in Tiberias a cuple of weeks ago.. i had to go to a meeting there, something for the army and i was with a good friend. we got there earlier so we went for a walk in the city... we went to a coffe place and had coffe for breakfast and kept walking to the kineret thorugh the long promenade, all the stores were closed cuz it was early morning, and clearly there were no marketing.. i almost forgot all about it but then, suddenly i saw a lil place open there and i just couldnt keep walking. it was that shawarma place where we stopped for dinner, all of us and Ofer and Matan were with us that night. i was like paralyzed, it all came back to me. my friend didnt understand what the hell is going on and she was like ok yael can we go now? u cant stay here all day long, what the fuck r.. and i was like WOW, we've been here. me and casey have eaten right here once... omg ( ... )

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aznjew87 January 21 2005, 14:13:06 UTC
awww...i remember that too. jus let me kno, we'll see what happens.

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tiger4girl January 21 2005, 15:27:29 UTC
i dont have to work tomorrow..

i have a question..
are u still coming to Israel??

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aznjew87 January 21 2005, 16:49:55 UTC
yes ma'am i am

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tiger4girl January 23 2005, 12:09:37 UTC
ummm...

any details??

pls..

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aznjew87 January 25 2005, 15:49:31 UTC
Young Judea 1-year course. my application is in the works rite now. i sent it in a few weeks ago and they are going over it. if im accepted, i'll be coming in late august/ early september. starting off in jerusalem, and then moving around a bit. heres the website if u want to look at it...
http://www.youngjudaea.org/html/year_course.cfm

aiight ttyl bye

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tiger4girl January 25 2005, 20:13:45 UTC
awww... ic

so its not 100% that you are coming yet?

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aznjew87 January 27 2005, 15:06:17 UTC
not entirely, but most likely

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tiger4girl January 26 2005, 16:14:08 UTC
OMG
if u r coming with this program you are staying here, at Nazareth - illit for awhile.... my home town
i guess some of the americans that i meet here at school or at work are a part of this program as well.
that's so cool !!!

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aznjew87 January 27 2005, 15:06:28 UTC
sweet, im excited

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tiger4girl January 23 2005, 12:15:03 UTC
"if we are so in love"....

are'nt u in love, but like with her?

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