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Guys,
I totally love my girlfriend.
Everybody tells me that my priorities are fucked up and she shouldn't be so important to me, but honestly I can't help it. She makes me happier than I've ever been, which I am totally overflowing with right now.
Grey lining, though: here I am again, talking about leaving my dad's house, which is going to make my life harder in the long run. I'm staying in school, of course, but that's kinda half the trouble. I wonder if he's going to be mad when I tell him. It just feels like the only way to go, the only way I can be at peace with my life, is to live with her. And he and Vere don't really go together, I can barely live peacefully with him and that's after a lot of practice.
Anyway, I'm going to bed. I think I have a job at the movie theatre! But I have to call them tomorrow, and go to all the other half-million places I've applied to check in in case it doesn't go through. Goodnight...