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Okay, so that last post was a little emo. Sorry world, I didn't mean to inflict that stupidity on you.
Seriously, though, it's like I never sleep anymore. It's so unlike me, but it seems I just can't make myself stay still long enough to let my body rest.
I am losing weight though! Of course, my dad's way of telling me was to encourage me to eat more and warn me that if I keep dropping pounds too fast he'll start suspecting me of anorexia. I could never be anorexic, even if I tried. I eat when I'm hungry, I just haven't been lately, and have been trying to keep a better eye on the whole concept of calories and serving sizes. Guess I'm succeeding.
Anyway, I just had a great day. I'm probably still having a great day, there's still time for happy things to happen. I had gumbo, delicious chocolate chip muffins in front of the TV with Fruits Basket, and got to visit with Vere! She came down for the day and saw my house for the first time. And besides the fact that to spend time with her on a weekday is just such an unexpected treat, as an unforseen side effect I think she's finally managed to make a good impression on my dad. Not that they talked or anything, but he was happy when he heard that she had come over. I had left my charger at her house last weekend, and he was impressed with the idea that she drove all the way from San Miguel to bring it to me. So that's pretty cool, maybe now I won't have to listen to so many "are you sure you want to do this" monologues.
You know, recently life has been really good, but is really losing simplicity. Sometimes I just don't get anything anymore, just feel like I don't know where I stand in relation to anything. Of course, the majority of the time I just don't care about finding the answers to that, just figure they'll come if I need them. I'm happy.
Seriously, though, it's like I never sleep anymore. It's so unlike me, but it seems I just can't make myself stay still long enough to let my body rest.
I am losing weight though! Of course, my dad's way of telling me was to encourage me to eat more and warn me that if I keep dropping pounds too fast he'll start suspecting me of anorexia. I could never be anorexic, even if I tried. I eat when I'm hungry, I just haven't been lately, and have been trying to keep a better eye on the whole concept of calories and serving sizes. Guess I'm succeeding.
Anyway, I just had a great day. I'm probably still having a great day, there's still time for happy things to happen. I had gumbo, delicious chocolate chip muffins in front of the TV with Fruits Basket, and got to visit with Vere! She came down for the day and saw my house for the first time. And besides the fact that to spend time with her on a weekday is just such an unexpected treat, as an unforseen side effect I think she's finally managed to make a good impression on my dad. Not that they talked or anything, but he was happy when he heard that she had come over. I had left my charger at her house last weekend, and he was impressed with the idea that she drove all the way from San Miguel to bring it to me. So that's pretty cool, maybe now I won't have to listen to so many "are you sure you want to do this" monologues.
You know, recently life has been really good, but is really losing simplicity. Sometimes I just don't get anything anymore, just feel like I don't know where I stand in relation to anything. Of course, the majority of the time I just don't care about finding the answers to that, just figure they'll come if I need them. I'm happy.