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I have been crying for a little while. One of the kids from the floor is having this party on Saturday and I figured I'd be invited but when John checked with him to make sure I found out I was wrong and I wasn't invited because that guy will be there and Charlie thinks there could be problems so he doesn't want me to be there. Me and that guy never had problems because of drinking. And if there ever was an issue it was because of my roommate who won't be there. And, on top of that, I don't drink anymore. Because I'm an asshole and do stupid things when I'm really really drunk. At least I recognized my faults and made an effort to fix them. But, yeah anyway, I'm pretty hurt by it. I really liked Charlie and stuff but, I mean, I guess I get it. He doesn't want drama and I can be cool with that, just wish he didn't think I'd be drama. I'm freakin 22 years old. But anyway. Moving on. I dunno what else I was gunna say but yeah. Stuffs been going on I guess. I've been killin it at work. Selling phones and service plans. I made 65 bux in commission today. The District Manager is my new best friend and the new Store Manager started today and he already likes me. Also am working on getting this job in the city which would be awesome. My dad is helping me fix my car and I should be getting an apartment in September with Alicia and then I'll be on my own. I dunno how it's gunna be for me. I still haven't gotten used to being completely emotionally and physically alone. I mean, I'll have Alicia, but it's dif. I dunno, I gotta fold laundry and clean myself up and go to sleep.