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I got home tonight from a retreat in Caliraya. Wala lang, learned a lot, although there were quite a number of times where i found myself sleeping in some of the sessions - pero sandali lang. Haha hindi naman sleep as in deep sleep, nilalabanan ko. Pero i was really deprived of sleep lang talga this few weeks kaya ganon. Pero wala lang. it really feels so good.
First, i realized that whatever problems im experiencing now, its really not that big. There are surely a lot more people who have a bigger problems than mine. And my probs are usually about school and they are not really problems. After the retreat, i just want to stay calm, and i dont want to worry about anything, coz i know there's god. "I will not fail you or abandon you" yeah that's from the scripture.
Second, kahit na for now i cant giveup my laptop, my cam, my guitar, my clothes. Kahit na ano coz they dont really matter - siguro eventually, dapat hindi ako masyadong mabili ng kahit na ano and yung time ko dpat mamanage ko. Coz our life is just a DOT compared to our life in eternity. So, i should not waste my time in spending it. I have to invest it. Spending vs investing. Time is like money, kailangan i invest para ma maximize. So yun, why not, invest my time on my life in eternity.
Last, there was baptism. Pero di ako sumali. Why? coz i dont think im ready, na im offering my life to God talaga, and surrender talga lahat. Im holding back coz i know, i may still sin in the future. Siguro dapat pag nagpabaptize ako, i know, na magagawa ko talaga yun na jesus will live in me. Kahit na it can be a motivation, alam ko naman na kaya ko yun, may next time pa naman:)
Wala lang, sige start nako sa Theo orals ko.
First, i realized that whatever problems im experiencing now, its really not that big. There are surely a lot more people who have a bigger problems than mine. And my probs are usually about school and they are not really problems. After the retreat, i just want to stay calm, and i dont want to worry about anything, coz i know there's god. "I will not fail you or abandon you" yeah that's from the scripture.
Second, kahit na for now i cant giveup my laptop, my cam, my guitar, my clothes. Kahit na ano coz they dont really matter - siguro eventually, dapat hindi ako masyadong mabili ng kahit na ano and yung time ko dpat mamanage ko. Coz our life is just a DOT compared to our life in eternity. So, i should not waste my time in spending it. I have to invest it. Spending vs investing. Time is like money, kailangan i invest para ma maximize. So yun, why not, invest my time on my life in eternity.
Last, there was baptism. Pero di ako sumali. Why? coz i dont think im ready, na im offering my life to God talaga, and surrender talga lahat. Im holding back coz i know, i may still sin in the future. Siguro dapat pag nagpabaptize ako, i know, na magagawa ko talaga yun na jesus will live in me. Kahit na it can be a motivation, alam ko naman na kaya ko yun, may next time pa naman:)
Wala lang, sige start nako sa Theo orals ko.