Hi Jennifer!
Today has been very eventful and it's not even lunch yet. I woke up with my baby Brettsy. He left today. After 5 days of fun he's gone. It was soo fun because he'd never gotten to see what my life's like here. I loved him in it =) I wish he could be here all the time. Or that Denton and Conway were like 2 hours apart. That'd be even better.
It was a great and sad morning, we showered, made biscuits and eggs, and said our goodbyes. Becks and I watched him drive away. I cryed like a baby. Stood at my side walk and watched the train go by. Then I listened to the birds sing and felt the sunlight on my face. At that momennt I felt inspired to write. Unfortunately I didn't not have any thing to write on. I looked at Becks and we decided to go back upstairs. I really dont remember what happened after that. I think I was sad for a while and decided to check my email and then facebook. Some how I started looking at Jennifers livejournal. I love you Jennifer! I realized how fabulous you are and how much I wanted to read your thoughts every day so I decided to make myself a livejournal. I was a xanga freako for a while, but it slowly distroyed me. Not really, I just a little to free with my emotions and was writing for others to see not for me. So maybe livejournal and it's low profile status will be good for me since the only person I know with it is Jennifer!
Now that I've given some background I will actually post.
I love Becks the best Build-a-Bear ever!
I love Brett the best boyfriend ever!
I am going to clean and start getting ready for NYC.
"I'm in a New York State of mind"
It was a great and sad morning, we showered, made biscuits and eggs, and said our goodbyes. Becks and I watched him drive away. I cryed like a baby. Stood at my side walk and watched the train go by. Then I listened to the birds sing and felt the sunlight on my face. At that momennt I felt inspired to write. Unfortunately I didn't not have any thing to write on. I looked at Becks and we decided to go back upstairs. I really dont remember what happened after that. I think I was sad for a while and decided to check my email and then facebook. Some how I started looking at Jennifers livejournal. I love you Jennifer! I realized how fabulous you are and how much I wanted to read your thoughts every day so I decided to make myself a livejournal. I was a xanga freako for a while, but it slowly distroyed me. Not really, I just a little to free with my emotions and was writing for others to see not for me. So maybe livejournal and it's low profile status will be good for me since the only person I know with it is Jennifer!
Now that I've given some background I will actually post.
I love Becks the best Build-a-Bear ever!
I love Brett the best boyfriend ever!
I am going to clean and start getting ready for NYC.
"I'm in a New York State of mind"